I have decided to blog cuz I'm bored.
It's now 3 weeks into the holidays and I already feel that I have wasted the 3 weeks. I cannot remember what I have done. And I don't know what I want to do either actually. It just seems like a waste of time and a waste of my life. But I don't know what to do to make it seem like not a waste.
How? There doesn't seem to be a goal or a purpose to fulfil. Watching show and playing game whole day is really a waste of time. And even when I want to do stuff, I'm too cowardly to do them alone. I want ppl to do with me. And when nobody wants to do it, I don't do it either. Talk about lack of determination and passion.
I'm kinda of irritated by the lack of purpose. Like I feel that I am wasting time, but all that I am doing now is just wasting more time. Doing totally nothing at all to make it better. It is really quite funny that my good friends are all like capable, busy high flyers yet I am such a slacker. But I guess being busy is better since my results aren't better even when I am not busy. Only one year left. Decide fast. Waste more time and the year will just past.
Which reminds me. 9 days to release of results.