his love endures forever;

Monday, November 30, 2009

went to school today for mcq lesson -.- then after that went far east and orchard for lunch and to sort of shop though i had no intention to buy anything.

met delfina, liang lao shi and liu lao shi just now when mummy and i went downstairs for dinner. such a coincidence.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY IVAN!!!

gosh it's 11 already. I am supposed to be writing my chinese essay. but i really don't know what to write about. my recent holidays don't seem interesting or i cannot remember what happen already. and i cannot come up with stories cuz i have no imagination. i think my essay will end up like one of my narrative blogposts, just that in chinese. i really don't feel like writing. whatever chinese stuff i had is gone along with my CLL A levels. not that i really could write a good essay in the first place. I never write narratives:/ haiz... shall just write. I don't care if they think my chinese is horrible. because it is.

trumpets forever - 11:00 PM :)

Sunday, November 29, 2009

Went for band concert yesterday. Got partially cheated. I thought it was high school and college combined concert. Turned out to be high school concert with college as guest band -.- nvm, i didn't pay for the ticket anyway so didn't cost me any money:) I didn't crash. I was helping out at the ticketing booth. So after finish then just walk in and listen XD Happy to see my juniors again:) Luther Chai just had to buy some funny yellow, green, red pepper for them -.- I miss my trumpet:( I realised I still can play though:) Yay! Oh Nicholas said he cannot recognise me cuz I look very different. I shall take that as a good thing haha. But then, he hasn't seen me in for one year lah XP

I realised I shouldn't have decided on things so quickly. Now the consequences are bugging me. But to be optimistic, maybe I finally know how those ppl feel. Not that it's a good thing haha. But what's done is done. The only thing that can be done now is to bear with it.

Today went ama house after a long time of not going. But ah hao wasn't there. He went back china:( i think he would have grown a lot the next time i see him cuz so long nv see him. I think Iain also haha. Iain should grow 'faster' cuz he's currently smaller.

I think I've bought more clothes in these past few days than I have for the entire year o.o

I sort of miss school haha. Miss lessons where we can sit together and talk and erm not listen to the teacher (esp during lectures)XP miss going high school to eat zha jiang mian. miss the forever very funny CLL lessons. miss mixing chemicals in an attempt to get nice colours during chem lab. miss the wacky things that our class will do(hmm not a lot though haha) miss PE cuz playing games were really fun. miss spending the entire day with classmates and bandmates. miss playing for morning assembly and complaining abt luther being late XP miss walking back from salt at night and looking at the stars from the terraces.

trumpets forever - 9:33 PM :)

Friday, November 27, 2009

Been shopping these 2 days :) Bought some stuff. Haven't been shopping for very long before this.

I really dunno what to write. Like a lot of thoughts but dunno how to pen down. Describing my day seems very superficial.

Two things happened that made me feel a bit down? I have no idea why I am affected also. Shouldn't be:/ It's like none of my business lol.

It's irritating to be not be able to blog openly abt stuff. What's a blog for then? -.- Oh, I know already! :)

Jesus has overcome
And the grave is overwhelmed
The victory is won
He is risen from the dead
I will rise when He calls my name
No more sorrow, no more pain
I will rise on eagle's wings
Before my God, fall on my knees

trumpets forever - 9:08 PM :)

Wednesday, November 25, 2009

Left one paper :)

Paper 3 was fine. nothing can beat prelims, so it's ok. chem mcq was not as easy? rah. why don't give the 2005 standard:/ but i think i did ok lah. although it's not as good as what i aimed for, but since the A and B ppl (in my class) got the same number of mistakes as me, i'm satisfied, considering I got an S for prelims. Must really thank Jia Wei if I do well for chem:) aiya, don't do well also must thank him. Cuz he really helped me a lot. Thank you!!! :)

yup, so yesterday was the first day of slacking :) had lots of fun yesterday and today:)

oh watched 2012 on on mon. it's nice:) rather thought-provoking i think. it's going to be really scary when the world ends. i think much worse that what the movie shows. esp when we are the ones there instead of just being the audience.

trumpets forever - 8:54 PM :)

Thursday, November 19, 2009

i spent the past 2 days compiling and arranging paper 3 answers. but i dunno if anything got into my head-.- should have lah right. through diffusion XD

read new moon yesterday and breaking dawn today:) spent a lot of time though:/

i'm sleepy already. it's only 10pm. haven't started chem.

i shan't use the laptop tmr. i'll just tend to slack quite a lot.

should learn from Jia Wei. the internet makes a good teacher. relatively lah. if u manage to find the right things :)

trumpets forever - 9:54 PM :)

Tuesday, November 17, 2009

since I'm slacking today, I shall blog. 3 more papers left. yay!

today a few things happened. firstly, after the paper, i took bus back home. then on the bus this njc guy sat beside me then after a while he shifted to the back. then when he was getting off the bus, I realised it was ah le -.- he didn't recognise me either. lol. i actually thought the guy looked like him but i could only see side view when he sat beside me so i don't dare to call him -.- and his bag looked different also.

secondly, daddy, yan and I went lot 1 foodcourt for dinner. then when we were leaving, we passed by this nanyang girl. and she was wearing nycb shirt then i exclaimed 'band!'. the whole family turned around to look at me -.- gosh. so embarrassing:/ i pretended to not know that they were looking at me and just walk off lol.

and yup, i slacked my day away today:) watched tv, sleep, play game, read book, make jelly, etc. haha wanted to play piano and guitar but haven't yet. maybe should leave that for the next 5 days when i'm bored of studying.

jiayou econs ppl! :)

trumpets forever - 8:52 PM :)

Sunday, November 15, 2009

Thank you Lord for the trials that come my way,
In that way I can grow each day as I let You lead.
And thank You, Lord, for the patience those trials bring,
In that process of growing I can learn to care.

But it goes against the way I am,
to put my human nature down,
And let the Spirit take control of all I do.
For when those trials come,
my human nature shouts the things to do;
And God's soft prompting can be easily ignored.

I thank You Lord with each trial I feel inside,
That You're there to help lead and guide me away from wrong.
'Cause You promised Lord that with every testing,
that Your way of escaping is easier to bear.

But it goes against the way I am
to put my human nature down,
And let the Spirit take control of all I do.
For when those trials come,
my human nature shouts the thing to do;
And God's soft prompting can be easily ignored.

I thank You Lord for the victory that growing brings,
In surrender of everything life is so worthwhile.
And I thank You Lord that when everything's put in place,
Out in front I can see Your face, and it's there You belong.

trumpets forever - 10:07 PM :)