his love endures forever;

Monday, June 30, 2008

ok, last post of the day.

Homework list!!!!

Got a lot of things to do. Must post it so that I can remind myself that I need to do homework. Haiz.... try to get back into the studying mood. Some teacher just reminded us that promos are only 12 weeks away-.- And I have to say this, silence cannot be heard! Ok, my homework list:

1. Mitosis mindmap
2. meiosis mindmap
3. mitosis tutorial
4. meiosis tutorial
5. EoM
6. PW interview
7. GP ideals and idealogy thing
8. Reaction kinetics tutorial
9. Math tutorial 9C

Ahhh a lot!!! :( Got 2 days to clear. Hmm... actually i think only got one day. Wed supposed to have post-blocks party at caroline's house. But dunno mummy will let me go or not. Actually I don't mind not going. But will seem very anti-social.

Oh ya. That time batch outing in the end they went to play pool!!! Rah! I want to play pool lah. They always say go do something else then end up play pool. Last time was ice skating this time bowling. Ok, I shall go for batch outing next time regardless of what they activity they plan cuz will end up playing pool (i hope) Why isn't there a pool sabbatical?

trumpets forever - 10:13 PM :)

OK, now about today:)

Today was a rather slack day. Had CT session which was briefing abt sabbaticals. Then had PW. But due to block test, we didn't have a classroom so end up have lesson in the fishtank lol. Went library to do EoM but end up also nv do much...

Then had break. We went high school to eat. I didn't eat noodles today cuz noodles don't taste nice without chilli and my throat not very good so shouldn't eat chilli. Unfortunately the high school ppl were having recess when we went there so the queue was longer than usual.

After that was chem lecture. There wasn't any proper lecture fortunately, cuz I forgot to bring my notes:P Had a briefing on the chem alternative assessment. The teacher was like "All of you better do well for this cuz the 15% from ur block test is lost already" !!!! We were released early cuz she finished the briefing early:)

Went to fishtank to slack a while and play game. Then sat for 4 hrs in the audi for the entrepreneurship challenge thing. It was ok lah. Not very boring. But I wasn't interested. Ended up playing scissors paper stone with jia chen so that we don't fall asleep. Can you believe it?! Then before break we got scolded cuz make too much nosie. I agree that we were rather noisy. But they should have expected that the moment that decide to force us to go for that.

After the break, we were doing origami with whatever random piece of paper we could find. Learnt how to fold a rose. It's super complicated lah! Fold until super messy. Learnt how to fold a piano also haha. Or at least something that looks like a piano:)

Tmr got sabbaticals. Haha I can wake up at 8am. Late right? :) Compared to the normal 5am. It's 3 hours more! Going to learn guitar/ drums. Dunno which one yet. Should be fun. Got Cynthia and Shimin with me:) So qiao lah. Only 10 ppl in the entire cohord are in this sabbatical and 3 of us managed to get in:) And it's very near school. Very good. Cuz the second day we have to go back to school to prac for dunno what prize giving ceremony thing. I hope Mark conducts and not Luther. Or else only got Sylvia and I playing trumpet. Trumpets are VERY important for fanfare!!!

When Luther told me that I had to play fanfare in the audi I was like 'bluff one right?' cuz he always bluff me de! happened twice already. And I believed him can-.- Ok, but this time it was real><>

Wah... today's posts like all very long:) No emoing!

Oh, I want the bbq pics! Hopefully got softcopy.

trumpets forever - 9:47 PM :)

Shall blog about yesterday first:)

Went to Sentosa for cell outing yesterday. Had lunch at Vivo first then took the monorail to siloso beach. Erm, we played frisbee for while. The sand was very hot so everybody was like digging their own hole and standing in the hole cuz the sand underneath is cooler haha. Then the guys wanted to go swimming so most of us went down to the beach.

Justin was trying to get everybody wet lah! I never bring extra clothes so everytime he came nearer, I went further away from the water-.- And the guys were teasing Sharon as usual. Played volleyball in the water. Some ppl build sandcastle, bury ppl etc. Oh, the water was very 'green' so calvin and thaddeus were attempting to scare ppl from under the water. Took some exciting pics:)

Took a cell pic too! With a 'cell mascot'. Upload the pic later. Then played a bit of volleyball on the sand. Haha I actually manage to hit the ball, like I dun find myself running after the ball everytime the ball is passed to me:) Should be able to play a bit considering that I already had volleyball for 2 modules of PE. If still cannot play then very shi bai... Then some of us went cycling. It was quite fun. Super long nv cycle already. And time passes very fast when you're cycling, dunno why. The uncle was nice and didn't charge us extra although we exceeded the time a bit:)

After that went back and played a but more volleyball then we went started to leave sentosa. The mask was taken out again, attempting to scare ppl. And take the pic in that look like forest place. Quite cool, especially the pic that Rayson took. It started raining when we were in the monorail. Thank God that it didn't rain for the entire day and only rained when we were going back:)

Went to subway to eat. Thaddeus-es seem to eat a lot in general haha. Ya, then take mrt back. Reached home ard 10.30pm. Quite late. Daddy called at 10pm and sounded a bit angry. He was like "I thought I told you to come back early...". But he seemed ok when I reached home. I can't believe that I was tricked by Thaddeus! Feel so dumb :/

Got a bit sunburnt but nobody seemed to realise it today:)

I don't act innocent! I just try my best to deny but mostly to no avail ><

Yay! In summary, cell outing was fun and we should have it more often! (If you didn't get anything out of my entire post, this is the most important line :D)

Calvin buried in the sand

With the culprits and his ahem...

AARs!!! :))) (see the 'mascot'?)

Haha, looks creepy?

trumpets forever - 9:07 PM :)

Saturday, June 28, 2008

Back from bbq. Feel cleaner after bathing cuz I had bbq smell all over when I just came back.

Yay! My uncles went:) Thanks for coming! And accompanying me:) Or else I would be quite bored. We didn't take a lot of pics in the end:(

Erm the newest batch of muffins are not flat anymore! :)

Going sentosa tmr. Pray for good weather and that we'll have a good time there.

Ok, shall elaborate abt the bbq cuz somebody is lazy to blog-.-

BBQ at san shu's house today! It was to celebrate san shen and jun hao's birthday and to welcome da gu and caroline:) Reached there ard 7pm I think. Then after a while heard that er shu was going to fetch them so I tagged along too. Haha could tell it was them just by looking at their hair from afar lah. I can't wait for them to go army and look at how they look with their hair shaved off-.-

I was supposed to cook for them but in the end Yixiang cooked. And told me not to touch his food somemore! Yiyang just stand there and eat haha. Very long nv see them le. But I could still tell which one is which one:) Thanks for accompanying me! I bet the sweet potatoes are really burnt already lah!

Had one birthday cake for like lots of ppl whose birthdays are in june or july but the candle was always blown out by Jun Hao who was sitting there throughout haha. Ok, it's not very long. But it's rather elaborated already lah, considering that the rest of the posts are like in short sentences.

Yup, I should not sleep so late cuz tmr need to wake up early to give ppl morning call. If I dun wake up, 3 other ppl might be late too-.-

trumpets forever - 11:28 PM :)

Woke up early today to buy food for the bbq. Then came home and do housework.

Yay! Saw may, joanna, grace and their parents today.

Super long never see them already. May grew a lot taller o.O

Water horse is quite nice:)

Making muffins. Hope they turn out nice. Was super blur when I was making them:P

Got bbq later! Hope that they're coming. Then can take pics:)

Haha going to see a lot of cousins in one day. That's a good thing cuz I love my cousins:D

Eee... the muffins are all flat:( dunno why.

trumpets forever - 5:13 PM :)

Friday, June 27, 2008

Ok, dun have to bother anymore.

Wonder why I used to like to use the com.

Should go and sleep. But I don't feel like.

It's like such a letdown.

As always, maybe my expectations were just too high.

My fault

Yes I am emoing.

All the things that I wanted to blog about just drained from my mind.

How come I was happier during block test period

oh the irony

Maybe someone can just give me something to do.

How come a story can make me think of my life

Just that mine didn't end with a happily ever after

trumpets forever - 11:34 PM :)

Ok finally, block tests are over. Supposed to feel very happy right?

Somehow, I'm not. I was just now. But I just can't seem to get that mood now.

Very sian now.

Dunno if it's me or the internet connection.

Want to do so but afraid of the consequences.

The end times are coming.

trumpets forever - 11:02 PM :)

Sunday, June 22, 2008

Back from church, ama house and everything:)

Uncle Esmond somehow entertained me during practice haha.

I listened to the sermon today! Pastor Annie was preaching about Ruth and the guys claimed that it was rather feministic haha. Nvm lah, it's not often that you get a female pastor preaching.

Yup, then had lunch and youth. Worship was nice. If I'm not wrong, God spoke to me.

Had cell on the prayer of Jabez (I forgot to bring the book :( ) and a really short discussion abt cell outing cuz there wasn't much to change anyway.

Then had pool! Started off rather excited de. Then as we played, got a bit sian. Espscially since our games take super long to end. In the end we were like, aiya, dun care who win, finish the game can le. Cuz I thought I was going to be late for ama house also. Then end up I go there daddy, mummy and yan all haven't reach yet lah.

By some chance, I got into semi finals I think. But I can't make it on 13 july:( It's ah gong's death anniversary and I have to be there cuz it's important.

I am going to dao all other stuff and concentrate on blocks from tmr onwards. Hopefully I won't be tempted to come online during the week. Can't wait for this Sat! Haha then can play already. Got lots of exciting stuff after blocks like bbq, cell outing and maybe movie outing:) And sabbaticals! I have an exciting sabbatical. Haha, can't wait.

Everything is there for a reason whether you like it or not. Trust in God's plan for He is surely right. Remember your successes and the lessons you learn from your failures, for they are God's way of moulding you into perfection in His image.

trumpets forever - 8:54 PM :)

Ahh...3 mins late.

I wanted to make this the 5th post. But it's 12.03 already:(

Nvm. Shall just post anyway

There's pool competition later. Can I just play my own game and dun compete? It's not like I'll win anything anyway.

Shall go and sleep already. Must wake up rather early tmr. Considering that I woke up quite late these few days.

And going ama house later. Hope xiao gu is at home. But Jun Hao won't be there:( He's overseas. Until next weekend I think. Haha we'll celebrate his birthday when he comes back. Got bbq! :)

trumpets forever - 12:03 AM :)

Saturday, June 21, 2008

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YIYI!!!

Yay! Red for ARES! ARES Banzai!

boom! shake shake shake the room!

trumpets forever - 10:41 PM :)

Haiz... everybody went out and I'm all alone at home. Wish that I can talk to . To sort out everything then just talk like last time.
--after a while--

Talking to elizabeth and thaddeus now:) And Calvin a bit here and there.

Hmm... how come only the guys get sick?

Ooo.. dinner time. At 9.30pm-.-

I cooked the dinner:) Yan helped to peel the prawns haha.

There's church tmr. The level 10 pig tell me go sleep or else I cannot wake up tmr-.- It's only 10.30 lah. Quite early still:)

Yay. 3 cousins are coming from overseas to visit soon! Can't wait:)

Tmr's colour code is blue. The usual shirt again:/

Daddy and mummy are not back yet. Think they'll be back quite late. Like maybe 12 midnight...

trumpets forever - 7:27 PM :)

Hmmm think my sister has a smart way of using blogs. It's like she posts anything and everything she wants to post, even all those emo stuff and whatever. Then when there are too many emo posts, she just deletes the blog and starts a new one. Quite interesting. I can never post everything I want to post. You should see the number of draft posts I have.

Haha and if anybody ever attempts to find other blogs that I have, they'll find my chem SIA. lol.

Supposed to be studying chem now. I am studying..... while using the com-.-

Not like there's anybody online for me to talk to anyway.

Just now talk to my sister for quite long when we were supposed to do work. Oops. But quite fun to talk like that lah. Seldom get the chance also. And once school reopens... we'll be busy until after end of year exams haiz...

Yuck. this colour not very nice. Is it called olive?

Should I or should I not?

trumpets forever - 6:04 PM :)

Woah I'm online so early:) And there are quite a few ppl online already. I wonder if they slept cuz they were online when I went offline last night and they're already online when I came online just now.

Haha ok, actually it's not that early anymore. It's abt 10.30am already.

Need to go wash toilet. Then eat lunch. And start mugging Chem.

Ppl are getting sick...

Why did you have to make it so obvious? Now I have to find another way-.-

Nothing happened so far. Hope for the best.

trumpets forever - 10:25 AM :)

Friday, June 20, 2008

Nothing interesting happened today.

Stay at home, eat, sleep, study.

Msn got problem.... dun let me sign in:(

Looking forward to wearing my new shoes to school:)

Not looking forward to block tests:(

Tmr got bbq. But I'm not going.

Washing toilet tmr.

This post very boring right? Told you I had nothing to blog about.

Haiz...

trumpets forever - 8:27 PM :)

Thursday, June 19, 2008

Haha this is just to hit my record of 5 posts a day! :)

trumpets forever - 9:41 PM :)

Ok lah. Shall improve on my short church camp post:) Since I'm in a rather good mood now.
Can someone please tell me what to do? Tell me if what I'm doing is right? Tell me if what I'm thinking is correct?
Erm travelling not interesting so shall not elaborate. We reached there abt dinner time and had buffet dinner! Actually all our meals were buffet. A lot of food lah! It's like I eat a bit of everything full already. Dunno how come the guys can like eat 2 plates then eat dessert and fruits somemore.
I'm thinking in circles for fear of entering a dead end or a worse never ending road once I get out of that comfort zone.
Yup, then had night services. The youths were a bit noisy so the pastor had to tell us to keep quiet and listen to him. That was the first night. For all subsequent services, the youth got quieter and quieter cuz ppl were starting to sleep tsk tsk. I didn't sleep for any service! But I wasn't exactly listening much either cuz I was trying my best not to fall asleep-.- That's bad too:(
Why is it my fault? Why am I getting blamed for it? What did I do wrong?
For the first afternoon, we had super short games that were sort of messed up by the youths trying to do funny stuff. Not a lot of ppl turned up anyway. Then had free time. Didn't really have anything to do. Gathered in my room and played guitar and cards I think. Then went to the swimming pool to see ppl swim and went back up to the room with Thaddeus Teo this time, to play pig and slapjack! Haha, I'm teaching the church ppl all our band games:) We played quite a lot of bridge too. And cuz of the games, I'm going to get treated to drinks and ice-cream! Haha thanks Thaddeus-es and Andrew:P
What you said is really making me very scared. Something that I've never felt towards him before
Think I shan't go according to order cuz a lot of things are repetitive. Then that night, they gathered in my room again. Attempted to mug. But only Calvin seemed to be the most on track. We had guitar concert again:) Only until 12 cuz we weren't supposed to make noise after 12. They went back to their rooms to sleep at 2 plus I think.
last words. 千言万语难下笔，不知该从哪说起。心中只有一句话，就是永远祝福你
Second afternoon went to Times Square. Had lunch then split up with the group that wanted to go theme park. Joyce, Yong Chian, Yan and I went to play bowling instead. Then mummy and daddy came to join us also. Daddy's bowling not bad! After he warmed up that is. Then went back and had service. I was on duty on that service. Don't like to hear my own voice through the mike:/ When I hear myself, I'll tend to sing softer.
There doesn't seem to be anything else I can do. Or rather anything else that I know how to do.
That night was the last night already. The church ordered durians for everyone to have a durian buffet. Yan and I didn't go and eat. But some ppl managed to sneak a durian up! Haha the way the had to sneak it up was very funny. Cuz the durian smell really very strong. And there were lots of Caucasians in the lift. Imagine them wondering what the smell was. And the way they tried to cover up was super funny.
If you want me to do something, you have to tell me. I'm stupid.
Yup, then Calvin and Sam Tan brought all the ppl in Elisa's room over. Justin bought some scary mask and they were trying to scare ppl with it. Like off all the lights and that face suddenly appear in front of you. Haha but my sister and I like no reaction one. So after that, we worked on a better plan to scare everybody else that was coming to my room. I think we quite succeeded:/
Someone tell me how to be a friend to someone who is avoiding you.
Then they left to scare other ppl. We had our guitar concert again! Also until 12 only. Then we totally didn't study except for Calvin I think. Then played cards and some games and talk rubbish. Most of the time was spent laughing I think. That was until Thaddeus came up with the game to make us not laugh while he and Cal tried to make us laugh. After 5 mins, they gave up. We're too pro already:)
You just came to your own conclusions without giving me a chance to explain. What else can I do?
Then ppl started to feel sleepy and Thaddeus fell asleep on my bed. Not fair! He didn't get bitten by mosquitos:P But he got disfigured by us haha. Cal and Sam Tan wanted to draw on his face. And Joyce came up with the ultimate idea. Haha then thaddeus had to live with the smiley face on his face cuz it couldn't be washed off even the next morning.
I hope I succeeded
The next day had service then we started on our way back to Singapore. Yup, that should be all.

trumpets forever - 8:44 PM :)

How come nobody believes that I'm not emoing?-.-

Just apologizing mah.

And this is my 3rd post of the day o.O

Elizabeth very pro :P

Supposed to be studying math today.

Yay! no unglam pic anymore:)

If I'm really bored and feeling very free, I shall blog abt church camp. (haha u'll most prob see that post later)

The song lyrics was found on my uncle's blog:) It's some disney song. I forgot which story.

Yay! There's no school for the next 2 Mons:D Let's go watch movie after blocks! (Poor econs ppl who take H1 chinese as well:P)

trumpets forever - 8:35 PM :)

A dream is a wish your heart makes

When you're fast asleep.

In dreams you will lose your heartaches

whatever you wish for you keep

Have faith in your dreams and someday

your rainbow will come smiling through

No matter how your heart is grieving

if you keep on believing

the dream that you wish will come true.

A dream is a wish your heart makes

When you're feelin small

alone in the night u whisper,

thinking no one can hear u at all

you'll wake with the morning sunlight

to find fortune that is smiling on you

Don't let your heart be filled with sorrow

for all you know tomorrow

the dream that you wish will come true.

When you can dream, then you can start

trumpets forever - 1:27 PM :)

Thanks for telling and attempting to explain stuff to me. You don't have to be sorry. It's not your fault.

Sorry. I think the same thing happened before but I just don't learn.

Sorry for not thinking about how you'll feel before I do stuff.

Sorry for being so dumb and always not understanding and end up not doing the right thing.

One of the nicest letter you ever wrote. I hope you still mean what you said.

Curfews should be implemented. God should not be in second place.

I am not emoing. Anyway, there's nothing wrong even if I am.

trumpets forever - 12:41 PM :)

Wednesday, June 18, 2008

Yay! Home sweet home once again:)

Back from church camp:D

No narrating today.

Tired. Slept for about 10 hours in total during the 4 day camp (excluding travelling)

Had fun night gatherings and fellowship with church ppl.

Services were ok. I think the youth camp ones were better.

Stupid mosquito bites:(

I missed my bed:) More than I missed it when I was in China. The China bed was nicer than the hotel bed... Cuz hotel blanket very thin and bed got mosquitos!

Didn't really buy anything.

Time to continue mugging really hard for blocks.

Not going for Math mock test tmr. Never study, dun want to go there and fail.

off to bathe now!

trumpets forever - 9:53 PM :)

Friday, June 13, 2008

Yay! I'm back! Home sweet home:)

"Wah so many singapore airlines!" Duh, this is Changi airport, what u expect-.-

I love my dp:D

I missed my conditioner.

Hmm... unpack finish le. But haven't pack for church camp. Shall pack tmr. Tmr must do some work and pack. And bringing math to mug during church camp, hopefully i mug...

Wah. I'll be missing lots of things cuz of church camp. Missing mass section outing on Sun, missing band mugging session on mon and missing band outing on tue:( Haha all related to band de.

Now my table is in a bigger mess than before cuz come back then just dump everything on my table o.O

sheesh... lost the thing that yang ah yi wanted me to give to mummy:/

Yay! Yan likes the shoes:) And I like my shoes too! (duh, I choose one)

Shall go out with he lao shi after blocks XD

Erm didn't manage to buy nice stuff for eveybody in China. Shall continue shopping in Malaysia :)

I like my food store! I just hope it doesn't attract ants...

Looking forward to church camp and all the worship services and the songs:) Lucky no dance :P

Oh oh we had campfire night yesterday. I helped to light the fireworks! Very exciting. first time lighting:) But the fireworks dun go very high so all the debris will fall back down on the floor. Qiu Yue lao shi and I were running here and there so as to find a safe place to watch the fireworks.

Haha I'm back to my random short sentences way of blogging.

trumpets forever - 10:03 PM :)

Wednesday, June 11, 2008

Just came back from the walk. Today daddy not only sprayed our room but the teachers' staffroom also. Chased all the teachers out of the room haha. Zhu lao shi came on the walk with us then the two guys started talking and I had no one to talk to. But their talk was really interesting. I was listening attentively:) And I counted the number of rounds we walked. We walked 7 rounds and they are still walking but I came back first cuz daddy told me to. I won't mind listening somemore but then it seems like it's none of my business-.-

hmmm...spent today studying. Finished cell membrane and started a bt of DNA. I aim to finish bio by this fri, before going back. Then hopefully will do some math on the plane. Cuz there's nothing to do on the plane anyway. The movies not nice, the games so so and ya, I spent most of the time on the flight here sleeping, so waste time... Think I'm going to die for block test lah esp CLL:(

Tmr going su guo! Hopefully I can buy stuff that I want. I haven't really bought souveniers yet. Oops. And it's like the last day that I can go out tmr. Or else I might end up buying olympic stuff from the olympic shop at the airport. But then it won't be special le cuz like EVERYBODY buys olympic stuff when they're in China. Really hope can buy nice stuff tmr, and hope daddy lets me walk slowly to look:)

Erm very little ppl online now o.O

Oh ya, if anyone wants anything, you better tell me now! Or else it'll be too late:)

trumpets forever - 9:29 PM :)

Tuesday, June 10, 2008

Decided to do a quiz tht was highly encouraged by my sister. Haha I guess you should know that I know ur blog address already. See, I'm so smart:) No lah. Somebody tell me de. I guessed that 7 words ok! But you never told me that there was a hyphen inside-.- or rather 2 hyphens. 100 qns is A LOT!

001. What's the connection between you and the last person that called you?
I can't remember who's the last person that called me-.-

002. Do you ever turn your cell phone off?
Seldom except sometimes when my phone goes crazy

003. What happened at 10.00am today?
I think I was listening to some talk

004. When did you last cry?
Very long ago? Too long that I cannot remember le

005. What is your favorite thing to eat with peanut butter?
Bread I guess. I don't eat peanut butter with anything else

006. What do you want in your life right now?
Live for God:)

007. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains, or just put up your hood?
Umbrella! Haha dun have hood.

008. What's your favorite thing to have on your bed?
me. xD

009. What bottom are you wearing now?
hc shorts

010. Whats the nicest text in your inbox say?
Hmmm i have too many msgs le. Dunno which one is the nicest since I keep all nice messages from like since 2005? o.O

Do you tend to make a relationships complicated?
hopefully not. But sometimes it will somehow get complicated

012. Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?
nope

013. What was the last movie you caught?
Super long ago! Harry Potter?

014. What are you proud of?
Being a child of God:)

015. What does the oldest text message in your inbox say?
It's a 'nice' msg that i kept. It says "FAMILY- father and mother i love you. BIBLE- basic instructions before leaving earth. LOVE- life's only valuable expression"

016. What was the last song you sang out loud?
Haha. It was 'wo yao chang yi shou hua chu de ge' cuz some alumni was asking me abt the song.

017. Do you have any nicknames?
yes-.-

018. What does your last received text message say?
Xiao gu telling me her schedule:)

019. What time did you go to bed last night?
i think 11 plus

020. Are you currently happy?
rather:)

021. Who gives you best advice?
i think daddy:).

Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
Erm I don't eat whip cream...

023. Who did you talk on the phone with last night?
mummy!

024. Is anything bugging you right now?
nope

025. What/Who was the last thing/person to make you laugh?
I think it was daddy. The pipa thing...

026. Do you wear toe socks?
no. dun think they're nice

027. Who was the last person you missed a call from?
san shu. dunno he call me for what also.

028. Have you ever had your heart broken?
eh dun think so

029. What annoys you most in a person?
when they're irritating?

030. Do you have a crush on anyone?
nope

031. Have you ever done cocaine?
Nope(:

032. What is the colour of your room?
it is not white! it's light green although it looks like white.

033 Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollars?
erm no...

034. Do you believed in the saying "talk in cheap"?
huh? what does it mean?

035. Who was the last person to lay in your bed?
hmm...should be me unless my sister lie on it when i'm not there...

036. Who was the last person to hug you?
haha zhu xiao zhang. the yangzhou school principal

037. Did anyone see the last person you kissed?
eh i dun really kiss ppl

038. Do you have a life?
obviously...

039. Have you ever thought someone died, when they really didn't?
Nope.

040. What is the reason behind your profile song?
i don't have profile songs. haha

041. Who was the last person you saw in your dream?
Can't remember my dream le...

042. Last time you smiled?
just!

043. Have you changed this year?
yup.

044. What are you listening to right now?
my dad talking

045. Are you talking to someone when you doing this?
haha ya, my dad lah.

046. Do you walk with your eyes open or closed?
open.

047. Is there a quote you live by?
nope. although i attempt to live by a lot of God's word

048. Do you want someone you can't have?
i doubt so

049. Have you ever played an instrument?yup! lots. piano, trumpet, recorder, harmonica, guitar, and all the other band instrus!:)

050. What was the worst idea you've had in this week?
haha don't remember

051. What were you doing last night at 11.00pm?
going to sleep i think

052. Are you happy with your love life right now?
dun have one

053. What song describes your love life?
none since i dun have one?

054: Does the person know you like him/her?
dun have crush now:)

055. Who always makes you laugh?
all funny ppl:)

056. Do you speak any other language other than English?
Chinese!

057. Are you blond?
eh no.

058. What your middle name?don't have one.

059. What are you doing tomorrow?
study

060. What do you think you are like?
myself!

061. Who will you choose to die with?
nobody

062.Where have you been today?
Yangzhou:)

063. What games do you play often?
I dun play games often.

064. Who are you missing right now?
All my family and friends in Singapore, esp Yan and mummy

065. If you've to choose between friends & love, who will you choose?
friends (:

066. What are you doing right now?
Answering these questions lah!

067. Which primary school are you from?
DLSS

068. Name 3 colours that you like.
orange, blue, pink. haha actually i like most colours:)

069. What emotion do you like to show?
-.-

070. What is life to you?
Practice for life in heaven

071. If you have something troubling you, what will you do?
try to think of a solution

072. Who did you last chat with in msn today?
Elizabeth(not counting the person who hasn't replied)

073. Who do you admire the most?
nobody.

074. Which month are you born in?
April

075. How are you feeling right now?
When will these questions end?!

076. What is the time now?
10.59pm

077. Where are you now?
China, Nanjing, Xing zhi:)

078. What colour did you use to dye hair?
i don't dye my hair.

079. Why are you doing this test?
Because it's highly encouraged by someone...

080. What do you do when you're moody?
stone, pray

081. At which age you wish to get married?
twenty plus i guess

082. Who is more important to you? A lover or friends?
friends! xD

083. Do you think you have enough confidence?
depends. i dun think i have most of the time.

084. Who is the person you trust the most?
i don't know.

086. If you can have a dream come true, what would it be?
i don't know either.

087. What is your goal for this year?
those on my blog list

088. Do you believe in eternal love?
Yup! God's love is eternal:)

089. What feeling do you love most?
Happy!

090. Do you really think its Global Warming now?
yep.

091. What feeling do you hate the most?
when there seems to be nothing i can do about something.

092. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
try my best to(:093.

Do you believe in God?
yep!

094. Who cares for you the most?
Lots of ppl care for me!

095. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
God (:

096. What'll you bring when you fight?
I don't fight.

097. What have you regretted doing in your whole life?
a lot of things

098. What would you feel when everyone no longer cares for you?
sad

099. What if your stead two-timed you?
haha as Yan says, dump him la xDD

100. Love with a guarantee of heartbreak, or never to be loved at all ?
I guess i rather love than never be loved at all. Must experience new stuff...

Oh yay! I'm done. Finally. I shall go sleep:)

trumpets forever - 10:12 PM :)

Hmm... went yang zhou today. Reached back here abt 9pm.

Visited a book store and had a talk abt reading. On the way there we walked past a music shop. They were selling a trumpet for $200! Super cheap. It's San Carlo brand. Like got hear before but dunno good or not. Daddy was willing to buy it for me! But didn't buy lah. Dun think the quality will be very good anyway. But it is NOT scrap metal hmph!

Yup, then we went for lunch and visited a school. The principal is very nice and she's pretty haha. Had a talk and observed a lesson. The children all super enthu in class... Oh, we were given a fruit called pi2 pa2 to eat. Then I was asking daddy if the skin can be eaten. He asked the principal then he answered :"pi2 cannot eat, pa2 can eat..."LOL. very lame lah...Then went to the thin west lake(direct translation) The boat ride was very nice! Everybody was like mesmerised by the scene and everything. Then when the tourguide ask question nobody had any reaction-.-

Then had dinner. Only had yangzhou fried rice and lots of baos. The soup bao is something new. It's like full of soup so you poke a straw in and suck all the soup then in the end left the skin and a bit of meat. Didn't manage to finish the bao. Super full after that. Then took bus back to nanjing. Took around 2 hours. Sit until my butt pain... and it was quite hot in the bus. Want to sleep but cannot sleep so took out my mp3 to listen to music:)

Ok, tmr is for studying. And thur go su guo to buy stuff to bring back! :)

trumpets forever - 9:41 PM :)

Monday, June 09, 2008

haha the quiz attracted a lot of tags:)

oops... spelt jiawei's name wrongly:/

spent today studying:)

going yangzhou tmr:)

erm not many chances to go shopping anymore:(

means not much more time to mug here:/

and that ultimately means block tests are coming:(

and ending:)

ok, i'm crapping XD

trumpets forever - 10:20 PM :)

Sunday, June 08, 2008

Another quiz that thaddeus(who got sabo-ed by my sister) sabo-ed me to do. Looking at the qns, I bet my ans will be very vague...

1. What do you think an ideal best friend should be like?
understanding. does the right thing at the right time:)

2. If you have a dream come true, what would it be?
those wishes on my blog?

3. Whose butt would you like to kick the most?
not interested in kicking butts><

4. What would you do with a million of dollars?
use it. for what? I dunno

5. What would ur ideal lover be like?
(why isn't there a raise one eyebrow emoticon?)

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
it depends...

7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
no idea.

8. Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?
I guess so. Or else my life would have been very pathetic...

9. Define the term love.
eh go read the email that was sent around regarding love

10. If the person you like secretly is attached, what would you do?
too bad...

11. How would you see yourself in 10 years' time?
27 years old.

12. Who are currently the most important people to you?
family and friends:)

13. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is like?
funny nice breakfast pal:) pro guitarist. tall! *beams

14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
married but poor i guess

15. What is the first thing you do when you wake up?
off my alarm clock/ handphone alarm-.-

16. Would you give all in a relationship?
i'll know the ans when it comes

17. If you fall in love with 2 people simultaneously,who would you pick?
i doubt that will happen in the first place.

18. What type of people do you hate?
dun really hate ppl i guess. but i cannot really stand ppl who are irritating.

Tag people.

1. elizabeth!

2. yong chian

3. calvin

4. justin? (if his blog still exists...)

5. dunno. everyone seems to be tagged by someone else already-.-

trumpets forever - 11:09 PM :)

Got sabo-ed by thaddeus who was sabo-ed by my sister to do a quiz. I shall just answer the questions that I want to ans:)

Name 20 people:

1. Joyan
2. Thaddeus
3. Justin
4. Calvin
5. Yong Chian
6. Josiah
7. Samuel Tan
8. Joyce
9. Charlotte
10. Elizabeth
11. Jiachen
12. Jiawei
13. Dina
14. Shimin
15. Cynthia
16. Luther
17. Yong Jie
18. Yiyi
19. Jia Ying
20. Liu Zhen

01.How did you meet #14?[Shimin] Nanyang! Band!
02. What would you do if you didnt meet #1?[Joyan] Haha that's not very possible...
03. What if #9 and #20 dated?[Charlotte and Liu Zhen] Hmmm... a certain someone will get jealous.
04. Describe #3.[Justin] eh emo guy(sometimes). very lame. good vocab:) doctor, dietician, thesaurus etc...
05. Is #8 attractive?[Joyce] Yes! You should see how ppl used to say they want to marry her haha
06. Describe #7.[Samuel Tan] Another emo guy-.-
07. Know of any of #12's family members?[Jiawei] Dun really know personally. But he always mentions his nephew haha
08. What will you do if #18 confesses that he/she likes you?[Yiyi] I'll think abt it when it happens(which means i most prob dun have to think haha)
09. What language does #15 speak?[Cynthia] English, Chinese, Indonesian
10. Who is #9 going out with?[Charlotte] haha dunno. but i know she loves stitch:)
11. How old is #16?[Luther] 17. as he likes to show off on his msn nick...
12. When is the last time you spoke to #13?[Dina] email counted? Or else it would have been very long ago. her birthday?
13. Who is #2's favourite band/singer?[Thaddeus] Eric Clapton? Issit?
14. You ever date #4?[Calvin] Haha make him come for my band concert!
15. Would you ever date #1?[Joyan] Yup. let's go shopping!
16. Is #19 single?[Jia Ying] I guess so.
17. What's #10 last name?[Elizabeth] Ng! (hmm... is last name = surname?)
18. Would you ever be in a relationship with #11?[Jiachen] eh how i know?
19. School of #3?[Justin] SP
20. Where does #6 live?[Josiah] LAN SHOP

Haha i didn't have to change the ans to the last 2 qns:) So qiao. And i'll most prob die if i happen to forget to change the ans to one qn...

trumpets forever - 10:48 PM :)

Haha actually wasn't going to blog today cuz daddy wanted to use the laptop but zhu lao shi suddenly called so daddy had to go and meet him so I get the laptop:)

Today is popo's birthday! (I think) They're celebrating it today anyway. Happy Birthday popo! (like she'll see this-.-) And today is also duan wu jie. duan1 wu3 jie2 kuai4 le4! In Singapore this is not a big festival but in China, it's quite big. Like there's some food that they're supposed to eat (besides dumplings) and they're also supposed to go home and have dinner with their family.

Went shopping yesterday and today. Bought more stuff yesterday. Yay! I bought my shoes already! But didn't really buy stuff for friends:/ And dun think there'll be much chances of shopping le maybe except at su guo on thur.

Oh, xing zhi is going to be super big next time! They're expanding it by a lot! So exciting XD Went for a walk with yang xiao zhang and yang ah yi just now and saw the construction of the new buildings:)

Aiya, dunno what to write already. Oh ya, Jonathan pls reply my email! Thank you.

trumpets forever - 9:35 PM :)

Friday, June 06, 2008

Yahoo mail is being irritating! It doesn't let me read my mail:( Oh, now can le:)

Anyway, spent today studying again. There were quite a few visitors though:) Firstly, Yang ah yi came to sit a while and she brought snacks for me haha. Then later the Singapore teacher came to pass me something. And Chen Qiu Yue lao shi? came to sit also. And lastly Mr Chua from Qifa came to deliver a slice of cake. I think it's someone's birthday and I got free cake haha.

The lunch and dinner here is really nice! But I eat super slow. And somemore the China ppl eat relatively faster than Singaporeans so in comparison, I eat really very very very slowly:/ Everybody finish eating already I still haven't finish although I may be the first one to start. During lunch, my eating speed was so slow that by time I wanted to drink the soup after finishing my rice, the soup was super cold already. Colder than room temperature water in Singapore cuz the weather here is relatively colder... But nvm, must slowly enjoy the food. Cannot rush through, or else cannot pin3 chang2:) Oh, and we had xiao long bao for breakfast:) Oh ya, the soup here is super nice. Owns sports school de. XD

Hmmm... so little ppl online... actually no lah. Just that very little ppl that I normally talk to online. But actually thinking abt it, i dun really talk to a lot of ppl online haha. Although sometimes I end up talking to like 6 ppl at one time, not mass convo kind. Why is there no one from my section online?

Hmmm mummy's going back to Singapore today and Yan's supposedly at the airport now. Ok, shall go for our usual night walk so that the mosquitos won't bite me!

trumpets forever - 9:08 PM :)

Thursday, June 05, 2008

Haha my dad says "Cannot read your blog, update also shiok arh?" Yup:)

Hmm... today I spent quite a lot of time studying:) I forgot that the sun rises super early here. When I woke up this morning, the sky was quite bright like maybe 7 plus in Singapore. I thought my alarm never ring cuz I set it at 6am. Then I look at the clock and realised that it was only 5.30am! So I went back to sleep haha.

Went for breakfast and came back and started studying! Basically my whole day was spent studying, eating and sleeping. Yup, ate breakfast and lunch in the school. But went out for dinner at the same restaurant as yesterday. Had lobsters today! Quite nice. They're cute and small haha. But got a lot. Saw Yang xiao zhang and Yang ah yi for the first time today since coming to Nanjing:)

Oh I forgot to say this yesterday. After dinner yesterday, we were walking to su guo with the teachers. As we were walking past some shop, I heard the song 'Here I am to worship' !!! It's not a song that I would expect to hear on the streets and what's more, this is China... Anyway, it's a good thing:)

Haha, watched a snooker match today and yesterday on tv. The ppl are super pro lah. Like really can clear table in one turn that kind. Got one guy supposedly get snooked already still manage to hit the ball o.O

Oh just now I was looking at the schedule for the church camp services. I thought that there would be a choir so I was looking for a choir roster. And I thought they were blur and forgot to attach before sending cuz I could find it. But after looking at it again, I found my name. It was under co-leader! I didn't expect to be on duty as a co-leader. Look all over the page for the choir roster then cannot find-.-

Anyway, it's quite amazing how God works. Guess what was the reading for the daily bread today. It's called 'A graduation wish'. The wish was "If I could have one hope for you as you go out into the world, it would be this: I hope you fail. I hope you fail at something that is important to you." Sometimes, before discovering the high groud we are looking for, we may need to see the failure of the dreams we hold in our hearts and trust instead in the love, wisdom and guidance of our God. How true:)

Let's see how you punch me over the com:P

trumpets forever - 10:36 PM :)

Wednesday, June 04, 2008

Second post for the day.

I dun actually feel very disappointed abt not getting my post. Everything is in God's hands. Since someone else got the post, it means that they are more capable. There is a reason behind everything. Even though I may not know it now, I know that I will understand it someday. I will understand why God didn't give me what I want. Everything He does is to mould me into a more perfect person and I must respect His decision since my life is in His hands.

Now, I'm somehow more worried abt the ppl who are very disappointed abt not getting the postitions they wanted. Dunno how to talk to them or comfort them also. Even the ppl who got their positions are not very happy cuz their friends didn't. Mr Leng warned us abt this already. There'll be ppl who will be happy and ppl who will be disappointed. More disappointed than happy cuz there are so many ppl running while there's only so little positions. The greater the expectation, the greater the disappointment.

Nevertheless, we should still have that passion for band. Cuz we all love band. And there's nothing anyone can do to make us lose that love, that passion. What we want, is the best for the band and we can still do our part, do our best, whether in the exco or not. I know that we'll get over it. We'll prove that we are not that kind of ppl that give up easily. We will work together to bring the band to greater heights, to be the best band ever.

There can be miracles, when you believe. It's just the start of a brand new journey. Together, we can do it!

HC band all the way! <3

trumpets forever - 10:45 PM :)

Wah. when the blogger home page came out, it was in Chinese O.o

Shall blog about today. Got up at 3.45am, super early. Slept at 1am the night before. So ended up sleeping on the plane haha. Anyway the movies on the plane weren't nice:( Then reached Nanjing. The weather here is colder than expected! Rather cold in fact. I was wearing my pullover whenever I went out... I'm wearing shorts now and my fingers and toes are super cold-.-

Nothing much to say lah. Had dinner with the teachers then came back lor. Oh ya, band election results are out. Comgrats to everyone who got what they ran for:)

There will not be 50 posts on my blog by the time I go back!

And dunno why cannot view any blogs from here. hmph!

Outside very noisy now. I wonder what they're doing... Dun think I want to go out or else later i freeze...

Must start studying tmr:) I will.

trumpets forever - 8:33 PM :)

Tuesday, June 03, 2008

Haha I still haven't finish packing my stuff:/ Nvm lah. Like what daddy say, just remember to bring passport. Everything else can buy there haha.

I packed all my study materials already:) But go there study like so no life lah! Like nothing much to pack also. Dun need bring a lot of clothes cuz go there can wash and anyway i'll most prob be staying around the school compound the whole time. Later like LEP camp, bring my clothes then use only less than half...

Should I sleep tonight? Haha cuz by time i finish packing maybe 12 already. And I need to wake up at 4. Sleep a while only not shuang.

Oh ya, I cooked dinner tonight! Very exciting! It was nice:) See, I can cook:)

Hmmm... ok, i really should go pack my bag. My sister wants to use the com anyway.

I just heard that Elizabeth said something in front of the whole class today-.-

Haha ok, I'll try buy gifts. You can always sms me what you want when you think of it:)

trumpets forever - 9:56 PM :)

Hmmm supposed to be packing my stuff today. But somehow decided to on my com so that I can listen to concert recording while packing. Obviously that was a wrong decision made cuz I end up reading ppl's blogs and now I feel like blogging:/

Haha shall blog a bit first. But before saying what I really want to say. I shall complain about the weather. Why is it raining??? Later my clothes cannot dry how? Then I cannot bring them to China anymore! This morning the weather was still ok so I hung the clothes out. Then suddenly start raining then I had to rush to bring them back in. Fortunately it didn't get very wet due to the rain but it's still currently not dry! Hmph... they have until tonight to dry. I really need my jeans!

A lot of band ppl are blogging about Capriccio and band and leaving band and missing seniors and stuff. Ya, band will really be different without seniors. Although I don't really talk to a lot of J2s, cuz somehow I'm a bit scared of them despite knowing that they're very nice. They are really nice and the occassional times that I talk to them or go for dinner together have left some great memories that I'll really miss when they leave.

Mr Leng was right. That Friday was the first and last time that we would put up a performance as a band. And the last time that we'll ever be sitting down and playing as a band. After pass down tmr, the J2s might not come back anymore. They'll be busy studying for blocks and A levels and stuff. I shall write stuff to them during farewell. I shall aim to give something to every senior that I talked to before.

Anyway, thanks seniors for all that you've done for us. I really enjoyed the times we spent together. And reading the seniors' blogs about their band life for 6/9 years makes me think of my 4 years in band, which really passed very very quickly. Must treasure the rest of the one year that I have in band. It will fly and I want to make the most out of it. Jiayou batchmates! We will make a good band together and create memories that we'll never forget!

Haha I really love the concert recording! Esp hymn and phantom:)

[hcband<3 germaine]

trumpets forever - 10:16 AM :)

Monday, June 02, 2008

Hmm... blogger or rather google is a bit funny today. Hope it doesn't delete my post before I get to post it. Haha like very long nv use com le. Although it's only been two days since I last used it.

LEP camp is over! It was a bit boring. A lot of talks and quite slack. I don't think it bonded us with all the other LEP ppl from other schools. But it certainly did let us get to know the other hc ppl better:) Haha all the hc ppl became more bonded after that! The thing I like most was when we could stay in the room and slack, talk etc. Elizabeth and I were sleeping in the same room and we talked a lot. Haha quite fun:) We did some funny stuff too!

And interview is over too! Yay! Now I've done everything that I needed to do for band elections. The rest will be left to God. Haha imagine who will read my speech on Wed... I don't think I'm going to record cuz I dun have a recorder. Anyway the seniors were quite nice during the interview:) They were smiling and all. We went for dinner after that! :) Ate kfc at btp. Not very healthy but I very long nv eat kfc already. Ard half a year or so...

Tmr shall be spent packing my bag. Haven't packed anything at all. Washing my clothes now. Hope that they can dry so that I'll be able to bring them to China. Think I'll miss my friends when I go China:( Nvm, I shall mug for 10 days there then after that can enjoy church camp:) And section outing is postponed so I cannot go already:(

I shall go listen to the concert recording now! So exciting haha:D

Talking on the phone is quite fun:)

Glad that it couldn't be cuz of something I did.

trumpets forever - 9:26 PM :)