his love endures forever;

Saturday, May 31, 2008

There are currently no band ppl online now-.- A lot of them went KAP to celebrate. I wanted to go too. But cannot lah, too late already. Later dunno how to get back also.

Yay! Band concert was really fun! And I guess it was quite good. The whole Nanyang trumpet section and a lot of nycbians came to support:) Then Yan and her friend and the church ppl came too and jelly and Dina! Thanks for coming and for the chocolates, letters, sweets, flowers etc.

There were some notes that I didn't manage to pitch in hymn and phantom:/ But I didn't screw up my solo:) Dunno why play until phantom then cannot pitch properly already. During rehearsal, I still had a lot of energy left and could pitch rather well. Lucky the songs in the second half quite slack haha.

Oh, made my speech today. Ya Ting end up pangsehing cuz she's coming back on Tue and won't be missing elections anymore. So I was the only one making my speech today... It was ok I guess. Didn't make any huge mistakes but I think my 'presentation skills' weren't that good. Nvm, it's over! :)

I revealed myself to my mortal and my angel revealed himself too. I think I'll write a letter to them if I have time during LEP camp haha:)

There's LEP camp 'later'. Need to reach sports school by 8am. I haven't packed a single thing and I don't know how to get there-.- Haha I shall bring my chocolates and stuff there to eat. And there are two things that I'm planning to do there. Firstly, write angel and mortal letter. Secondly, think of the questions for interview.

Actually I am rather looking forward to Mon. Although I don't look forward to interview, I look forward to seeing the band people again:) Must go eat dinner after that! I should really go and pack my bag. Or else I don't have to sleep already. But actually I didn't plan to sleep. Later go museum sure fall alseep.

Haha I am currently too lazy to pack my bag... tsk tsk.

trumpets forever - 12:42 AM :)

Friday, May 30, 2008

Yay! I'm finally done with my speech. Now off to bed. Whee!

trumpets forever - 1:35 AM :)

Thursday, May 29, 2008

Yay! I finished my concert stuff already. I spent the whole day doing them! And haven't written my speech yet. Seriously not looking forward to making a speech tmr:( I wonder why I told Nicholas that I would. Wouldn't it be better if someone just help me to read out my speech on elections day? I hope that there won't be any questions tmr. Nicholas didn't mention anything abt questions, just said that I had to make a speech. But I somehow think that I'm supposed to expect questions as well.

The whole day was spent on writing letters in front of the tv. That's why I took so long. Acocording to my sister, I was wasting time. I think so too. I haven't packed for LEP camp also. Tmr sure come back very late cuz we're dismissed at 12 midnight i think. Dun need to sleep already. Can spend my night packing my stuff and make sure I reach sports school by 8am on sat morning.

I was actually feeling quite accomplished for finishing my letters and presents just now. But suddenly just lost the mood to do anything. I realised that there isn't any 'haha' or smiley faces in my post today, which is quite abnormal. I think you can guess my mood lah.

Anyway, I wanted to post something.

My God is a God of miracles. He will...
-arrange my day so that I can connect with just the right person
-give me words to say when I cannot think of any
-give me wisdom that I didn't know I had
-bring me the money when I need it
-make me strong when I feel weak
-change me on the inside
-work through me even though I am just still me
-love me always, always... even when I hate myself for the things I do

Lord that you would bless me indeed. And enlarge my territory. That your hand would be with me. And you would keep my heart from evil

trumpets forever - 8:47 PM :)

Wednesday, May 28, 2008

Hmmm... very bored. I'm supposed to be writing my speech now. But I only got a lot of random stuff on the paper which doesn't even look like a speech...

Tmr shall be spent writing speech, writing letters/ notes and buying stuff. Hope I can finish. Shimin finished most of it already! Haha as usual, always very well prepared. I'm doing last minute stuff again. And i haven't even thought of what to do or who to give...

Oh, I'm like the last person for interview. Lucky it's quite late cuz LEP camp ends at 2.30pm. If my slot was in the morning then must do mutual swap already. And they say sure drag despite the buffer-.- haha we can go for dinner then come back for interveiw already.

And during concert that day the timing super rushed. Intermission cannot go out and see friends also. Must stay backstage and tune:( And after the concert we get 10 mins to meet our friends, get presents etc. then have to go back and move instruments already.

trumpets forever - 11:12 PM :)

Woke up at 10 again today. Then like got nothing to do. Cuz need to reach school at 1 then I got 2 hours to pack my stuff, eat and change. That's like a lot of time. Ya, so cooked pancakes and had then for brunch. Po po came over to watch tv. And mummy left for China.

Had band today again:) Did the full run through with emcees. And we played hymn as expected. And a bit of main street and armenian and the whole of phantom. We were playing section bingo during band prac haha. Cuz Mr Leng said he only needed the woodwinds for armenian so we had nothing to do.

Had briefing abt elections stuff and went to eat dinner with some ppl.

How come ppl can totally come up with scandals from dunno where and they enjoy doing it somemore. Ahh!! I hope they don't do that stupid thing that they said they wanted to do. I'll like dig a hole to hide myself if they do that.

They left Liu Zhen's house at 10pm last night-.-

Anybody want to tell me how to write campaigning speech? I need to get it out by Friday and I have no clue how to get about doing it.

trumpets forever - 9:05 PM :)

Tuesday, May 27, 2008

haha i'm looking for random quotes on the internet cuz i'm bored. Some of them are quite funny but very true.

After all is said and done, there is usually more said than done. - Anonymous

Many of us spend half of our time wishing for things we could have, if we didn't spend half of our time wishing... - Anonymous

Tomorrow is often the busiest day of the week. - Anonymous

If you don't learn from your mistakes, there's no sense making them. - Anonymous

Happiness is not having what you want, but wanting what you have. - Anonymous

Haha shall go watch tv le.

trumpets forever - 9:50 PM :)

Haha today was spent with the band people again. Had band in the morning then went for lunch together. We played America Graffiti and Phantom during band. And ran through Hymn. I was almost dying by then already.

And I realised that the porridge place they were talking abt all along was the one that we went after to after storm practice that one. Yup, then after that went to Liu Zhen's house to play/ hang out. Haha Luther and Yong Jie actually wanted to mug but obviously didn't lah.

Liu Zhen's house is really nice. He stays alone o.O And his house smells like gummy haha. Dunno why. He says he don't eat gummies. He just shifted there so like everything is new. And there's even a junk food store. We played Uno stacko and Uno and had to open them for the first time. Haha Yong Jie and his inertia... Ended up playing our standard band game also.

Then came home and had piano lesson. And had dinner. Super nice. And I eat until super full. Overall today was a fun day but not very productive I guess. It's the second day of holidays! I shall stay at home on Thursday to settle all the concert stuff. Haven't started yet. Later like last year, the night before concert dun need to sleep le. haha first time performing with guys. Dunno what to give them. Last time at nanyang very easy to buy stuff de. As long as I like they'll like it too. Anyway, not like I'll give very ex stuff. Most prob chocolates haha. And maybe a short letter each? Nanyang ppl will get a longer one:)

Ooo... mummy's going to China tmr. Exciting! Haha. Tmr have band prac again. Think we're going to do hymn ><

trumpets forever - 8:35 PM :)

Monday, May 26, 2008

YAY! Lin lao shi is so nice! He just made my day cuz he let me go for band prac tmr!!! :DDD Haha, so I'm excused from chinese lesson. I think he'll find another day to make up. Nvm, important thing is that I can go for band tmr! We're playing phantom of the opera:)

And we're going to have mass trumpet section outing! So exciting haha. Yay! Hope all the juniors can come.

Had band prac today. Time like pass very fast. We played 3 songs only then band over already. Haiz...we made Sean sad again. I think if Andrea takes Yankee tmr, We'll also make her sad. Nonono. Must jia you! Left 3 pracs to concert. Let's buck up and put up a great concert!

We were practising Armenian dance today. Then caiqin was like "no matter how we practise, armenian still won't sound good cuz it's after the brass quintet. " Haha got some truth in it. Cuz the brass quintet is really too pro already. Really very pei fu. i think the tuba player can do circular breathing o.O

Mug a bit after band then went for dinner with the band ppl. Basically spent the whole day with band ppl. Cuz i woke up quite late. Eat brunch, pack bag then go school already. And 8 plus then reach home.

I heard that there's going to be band chalet this holidays. But I'll be in China on those dates:(((( Bleh. miss band chalet:(

And I realised that i have to get presents for my angel and mortal cuz we're supposed to reveal ourselves during concert this fri! My angel never write to me de:( Nvm, I shall still be nice and get him somthing. My mortal will get a nicer thing though, cuz he replied very frequently and very quickly:)

trumpets forever - 9:06 PM :)

Sunday, May 25, 2008

Hmmm... dunno how to blog. From a happy perspective or from a not so happy perspective. My mood changed a lot throughout the day. K, shall do narrating and put in feelings along the way. Haiz...but there are some things that are not to be said. They shall appear in another post which I won't post:)

Had breakfast at macs with 4 other ppl. Got free breakfast again:) Then went for practice. And had service. Dunno why today wasn't very high during service. We were singing fast and lively songs. Supposedly should be quite high or at least happy. But I just couldn't feel that joy. Had the sudden feeling of wanting to emo in one corner and talk to God. But obviously coulcn't get down from stage to do that. And after worship, that feeling was gone already. I really think I have to do that. That was the first step of the dream book and until now I haven't done it.

Yup, then went to eat lunch with Justin, Thaddeus and Sharon. Poor Sharon kept on getting niao-ed by Justin and Thaddeus, esp Justin. Thaddeus not bad already, join us for the first time got so much to contribute-.- Dunno where the rest disappeared to. Had youth service and cell. Brainstorm during cell. I think there was more crap than actual ideas lah. It was funny but I think we were too noisy again. A bit disorganised and disrespectful. Oh, we settled on a date for cell outing:) And I can be there. Yay!

Had pool. Didn't really learn new stuff today. Just play game and practice old drills. Oh, Joel Goh was there, at the table beside mine. I didn't see him at first. Then when I need him to move away so that I can hit the ball, I realised that it was him and was quite surprised. He wasn't very surprised to see me though. I think he already knew that it was me lah. I lag again-.-

Went ama house and back now. Ama went for the wedding dinner. Haha now I know who's getting married already. It's daddy's cousin which is also their cousin. Tsk tsk, their own cousin getting married they also dunno who. Then received a message and started to be a bit emo again:/
broken promise:(
haiz.... very confused again.

Random stuff that may be rather meaningful. Some kope from ppl's blogs de.

"Jesus, when I look into your eyes, I know that everything will be alright." please let me have that kind of faith.

Joshua 1:5 No one will be able to stand up against you all the days of your life. As I was with Moses, so I will be with you; I will never leave you nor forsake you. This was what God said to Joshua when Joshua just took over the Israelites to go into the promised land. God will never leave us nor forsake us, He may seem far from us, but He will never be too far. God may sometimes be late, but He will never be too late.

Friendships are probably the most fragile things alive cos once they are hurt the scars left behind are permanent no matter how much it has healed.

It is what we aspire to be that colours our characters-and it is our trying, not just our suceeding, which ennobles them.

Henry Daivd Thoreau: The most I can do for my friend is simply to be his friend. I have no wealth to bestow on him. If he knows that I am happy in loving him, he will want no other reward. Is not friendship divine in this?

God has a positive answer:

You say: 'It's impossible'
God says: All things are possible(Luke 18:27)

You say: 'I'm too tired'
God says: I will give you rest(Matthew 11:28-30)

You say: 'Nobody really loves me'
God says: I love you(John 3:1 6 & John3:34 )

You say: 'I can't go on'
God says: My grace is sufficient(II Corinthians 12:9 & Psalm 91:15)

You say: 'I can't figure things out'
God says: I will direct your steps(Proverbs 3:5- 6)

You say: 'I can't do it'
God says: You can do all things(Philippians 4:13)

You say: 'I'm not able'
God says: I am able(II Corinthians 9:8)

You say: 'It's not worth it'
God says: It will be worth it(Roman 8:28 )

You say: 'I can't forgive myself'
God says: I Forgive you(I John 1:9 & Romans 8:1)

You say: 'I can't manage'
God says: I will supply all your needs(Philippians 4:19)

You say: 'I'm afraid'
God says: I have not given you a spirit of fear(II Timothy 1:7)

You say: 'I'm always worried and frustrated'
God says: Cast all your cares on ME(I Peter 5:7)

You say: 'I'm not smart enough'
God says: I give you wisdom(I Corinthians 1:30)

You say: 'I feel all alone'
God says: I will never leave you or forsake you(Hebrews 13:5)

trumpets forever - 9:57 PM :)

Saturday, May 24, 2008

haha blogging again. Someone's daoing me online-.- And a lot of ppl not online cuz today got hillsongs concert so most of the church ppl went i guess.

Yay! I finished my chinese compre and managed to hand it in before 12 midnight so it's on time! haha.

There are 9 class ppl online currently!

It's late. I shall go sleep:) Need to wake up at 6.30am tmr...

trumpets forever - 11:51 PM :)

Today is a rather happy day:) Cuz there was 'band' or rather sectionals haha. Supposed to wake up at 8 to do housework but end up 9 then wake up. Do housework, bathe and eat breakfast. I thought I was going to be late cuz must reach school at 11 but at 10.20 I was still waiting for bus.

Was a few minutes late. Upon reaching school bus stop, I received a message from Luther saying he just woke up-.- Then after reaching school, Sylvia received a call from Peirong saying she just waoke up also-.- Tsk tsk. End up Sylvia and I had to wash 5 trumpets on our own. Oh, Margaret was at the band room too! Dunno how come she suddenly came back haha. But good to see her though:)

Nanyang trumpet washing is more fun, with all the juniors. We'll have nice smelling soap, and jacuzzi(dunno how to spell) and have fun looking at the water gush out from the trumpet, bringing all the disgusting stuff with it. Today we had to use brass soap, which does not have a nice smell:( But the silver polish works wonders. It made our trumpets super shiny! But last time heard someone cannot use too much or else the trumpet will corrode. Oh, Luther joined Sylvia, Peirong and I when we were polishing instru in the toilet(guess which toilet). Then ppl come in and see him they were like "Erm this is the female toilet right?" Jonathan pangseh him so he was the only guy.

Then after that had sectionals at the high school band room cuz salt centre couldn't be used. Actually wanted to have lunch at poolside but by time we finish washing instru it was quite late and Ben was here already so didn't eat lunch in the end. Had a really full dinner to make up for it though:) And got a chocolate from Mr Leng:)

Ben is really nice and lame at times haha. "Not bad, make mistakes also make the same mistake" cuz Luther and I mispitch the same note and played the same wrong note somemore. Super funny. Peirong and Sylvia pangseh for sectionals:/ So only had Zhijie, Caiqin, Luther and I. Ben was like "I never see your full section before." Everytime sectionals will have someone not there. And most of the time it's me. Cuz I have tests and lessons and whatsoever. It's not that I'm slacking ok!

Yup, then wanted to go for Nanyang alumni prac but then realised that they not pracing already so went home. Had dinner at Ajisen! It was really nice and I'm super full now.

Haha I realised that I'm now back to the narrating style of blogging. I wonder why.

Really looking forward to band pracs and concert! :)

trumpets forever - 8:50 PM :)

The last day of school is officially over!!! Yipee!

I just had my dinner, believe it or not. At 12am!

Erm but today wasn't a very happy day. Haiz... I was actually quite happy in the morning that it was the last day of school. And since slept very late the night before, decided to go school and sleep at class bench. BUT, Yaze just had to come at 6.30am today and start pracing his trombone 5m away from my class bench. Rah! End up didn't sleep. I'm not angry with Yaze lah. I know he's just hardworking:)

Then dunno why suddenly start thinking about elections stuff the whole day. Luther looked stressed up in the morning also. Guess it was rather obvious that I was thinking about it cuz Jiachen keep on telling me dun stress-.- Actually I don't know what I was thinking about. There were only two options- to run or not to run. What's there to consider? Want to run then run, don't want to run don't run lor. Whatever...maybe I just think too much. Like after deciding to run, then I'll start worrying abt how to fill in the form etc.

I don't really like elections. I somehow feel that I'll change to become someone that I don't like during elections period. It's like ppl are competing for something although I guess it's sort of meant to be friendly competition. But I know there are some ppl quite experienced in elections stuff etc. I shall go talk to them someday and learn from them. Must be true to myself and be sure of the reason that I'm running. But I realised that you have to be somehow ego to run for this kind of things. Please don't become a hypocrite.

And there was SL elections too. If I were a little more ego, I would have been the SL already. But nevermind. I know that Luther is obviously better than me. I dunno how come some ppl will choose me also. I'm fine with any decision that is made lah. Dun want to force anything. But now at least I know that even if I really become SL, it's not because I was pitied.

Ok, don't care about elections for now. Hand in the form already. Everything else leave in God's hands. Pray abt it and hope that things will go according to his plan.

I was on time for band today! Ran through the repertoire and didn't have recording. I thought the high school sec 4s were supposed to join us today but in the end dunno what happen. They all wait at the side for while then disappeared. Josh was there too. Haha, he never pon band.

The gimmicks for American Graphity and Yankee are very funny! Haha, there's a part where there is supposed to be romantic dancing. Yay! Lucky I don't have to dance cuz got odd number. Sean somehow doesn't believe that cuz he wants to sabo me to dance also. But then I'll be left sitting there alone. Not that anyone will look at me cuz they'll be too busy looking and laughing at the ppl dancing haha. The gimmicks really cheered me up today:) Band is a good source of medicine for me:D

Band ended very late today. Did the gimmicks until ard 9pm. then walked back to college and stuff. And somemore there were like A LOT of ppl at KAP. Took a long time finding seats and buying food. Then by time I bought my food, had to go home already:/ spent half an hour queuing up and letting ppl cut queue. Ppl like Ernest, Sean, Andrea and Luther arh... totally cut in front of us. End up Cynthia had to wait so long to buy her food. Tsk tsk. I was a little lag today. Yongjie and Sean were saying some dance thing. I thought they were niaoing Luther. Then I realised that part of it was directed at me too-.- Maybe not enough sleep that's why.

Tmr must go school wash instru and have sectionals. But first, must wake up early to sweep and mop floor. And maybe after sectionals go back nanyang for alumni prac.

Haha, shall finally decide to post this. Got people waiting:)

Oh, I forgot to talk abt the brass quintet. They're called the b5. I guess b stands for brass. They are really super pro, esp Ben haha. The notes super high and he still play until so nice. And they were sightreading the last song and we couldn't tell that there were mistakes:/ And halfway through they needed the doggie dish then the band was laughing.

trumpets forever - 12:26 AM :)

Thursday, May 22, 2008

Slacking! :)

Looking forward to band tmr:) Running through repertoire. And Mr Leng said that he won't make us tired cuz there's supposed to be school song recording after that. Right, let's see how we not get tired after running through the whole repertoire.

Still got 2 essays to write! :/

Piano was ok:) I forgot abt theory homework so ended up doing it on the bus...

Dinner tmr!!! :)))

Elizabeth's homework list got lots of homework that doesn't have to be done by tmr o.O They're like due after the holidays...

Alumni prac this sat. Dunno can go or not. Supposed to have section instru washing. I think it's not a good idea to wash instru just before concert. last time was already then the instru got problem end up need to send for repair. If the trumpet spoils just before concert, dun need to play already.

Rah. keep on getting niao-ed by someone-.-

trumpets forever - 10:30 PM :)

We managed to present the mass media thing today:) Took a super long time somemore. Hwei Ee bear presented for more than half the time. Actually, most of it was videos haha. Jiachen and I rushed our parts out during PW. Yay! Now I have a shortened homework list:)

Homework list!
1. CLL zuo wen (Tmr)
2. Math tutorial 9
3. GP essay (Fri)
4. CLL compre (Fri)

Went high school to eat the noodles:) Interesting social experiments...

The Seuss Cruise!

Changed Chem lecturer already:( Although Elizabeth thinks that she's not that boring, I don't really like her. I was a bit sorry for her when ppl were very noisy at first but then she said some stuff that made me don't like her. We may have gone a bit overboard, but so did she.

Didn't end early today:( But Ren lao shi's lesson wasn't that boring. He showed us videos of the earthquake in China.

Tonight must sleep late:( Need to rush out the GP essay and Zhou Jing is only going to send me her part at 11pm! Then I still need to collate and write intro and conclusion:( Consider sleeping first then wake up at 11pm to do. Oh and I think I still have to write the zuo wen.

Nvm, tmr is the last day of school. YAY!!! And tmr's lessons are rather slack. And there's no GSC tmr! :D Haha, finally won't be late for band on Friday. I think I'll end up writing my zuo wen during ct lah. Jiachen was asking if we had to bring anything for ct, then I was like 'bring homework'. haha ct is always a slack time and for us to complete our uncompleted/ overdue homework except for when there's a test.

Ok, piano lesson starting soon:) Exciting! Let's hope I don't screw it up.

trumpets forever - 5:08 PM :)

Wednesday, May 21, 2008

Back from school! Reached home around 9pm cuz got Arts Fest performance today. The performance wasn't too bad. And the audience wasn't too small. Not that bad:)

boyfriends and girlfriends are very supportive of each other...

"Anyone who starts playing when I start is going to get slapped by me. " haha. Ok, actually I cannot remember the exact words that he said. Roughly there lah.

"Quack quack."

"All the J1s in our section have the collar pin" the priceless look on Sean's face.

Mummy's not at home now. Went to help her friend with something.

PE was rather fun today. But perspire a lot then stink the whole day.

The weather is really hot these few weeks. Next time rtp will become 303k instead of 298k already.

Haha chem ended early today. And I went to the bio classroom early and slept there. Quite shuang:)

1 hour drawing a DNA molecule-.-

Section bonding in the band room. Hmm... guess what we were doing.

I should go do the mass media presentation NOW. Need to present tmr. Apparently Jiachen didn't know. I think he thought that it was on Fri then he was happily saying: "I won't be there on Fri."

Oh, my uncles super funny. The older asked me the qn the day before and the younger one asked my sister the same qn today. Lol. Obviously they don't communicate at home.

It's raining now. But it's still very humid:( I totally bathed in cold water lah.

No more early day tmr:( And we're not excused from lessons to support basketball. Haiz... Ms Kong gave us false hope:(

trumpets forever - 9:36 PM :)

Tuesday, May 20, 2008

Shall leave this page open to post random stuff:)

Let's do our best for Arts Festival tmr! Look at Sean and Andrea and be confident of what you're playing. Most importantly, enjoy yourself!!!

I am so going to stink for Arts Festival. yuck! Got PE in the morning:/

Elizabeth was very random and I wonder why. Shall ask her in school tmr.

Can we don't present the mass media thing? I know it's irresponsible to say we cannot present only now. But I think we're not well prepared except for hwei ee bear. And we CANNOT leave everything to him although I know he can handle it.

Today is a really hot day! Hot and humid.

People who are sick, please get well soon! :) *beams

Sometimes, being too nice is not good for you.

Please end early tmr so that we can go for dinner!

Love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness and self-control.

Source of comfort and joy:)

Have your way. A purpose driven life.

trumpets forever - 10:22 PM :)

Went high school with Peihua and Elizabeth. Jelly didn't come school today! Tsk tsk never apply for leave then just never come like that. Grace should demote him back to being a maid.

There was tennis competition today. But we couldn't go:( Xu lao shi didn't allow us to. I wanted to complain abt the unfairness but I realised that there's a reason for everything. And now I know why I wasn't supposed to go:)

Arts fest rehersal today. Super sian. Wait for very long then go up stage just to screw up two songs then come down again. Rah! Made the student conductors disappointed. Arts fest is like tmr?! Sorry Sean and Andrea.

Talked to Wei yang on the bus ride home. He's quite nice and funny and random at times. Yay! Live a happy life:) Somehow talking to him helped me to make some decisions haha.

Homework list!
1. CLL zuo wen (Tmr)
2. GP mass media presentation (Thu)
3. Math tutorial 9 (Tmr)
4. GP essay (Fri)
5. CLL compre (Fri)
6. PW EoM (Fri)
7. DNA tutorial (Thu)

Ok, clear all these and I'll be happy person:)

"Come to me, all who are tired and weary and I will give you rest... " I hope I remembered it correctly.

trumpets forever - 8:56 PM :)

Monday, May 19, 2008

Think this will be my last post for today. It's only number 5. Haha confirm won't reach 10 already.

Went lot 1 for dinner. Wanted to go Ajisen but it was under renovation and will only be open on 21st may:(

Yup, bought pens again. And notebook for bio stuff. like waste money. But I don't care. I happy can le. must really study hard for blocks.

Oh yes, let's have study groups after band pracs on the first week of holidays. Then got lots of pro chem ppl to teach me chem:)

Why can't I say things without suaning ppl or putting them down.

:(

trumpets forever - 10:21 PM :)

Oh wow! This is my 200th post! Haha exciting.

I give up on the media thing. Seriously cannot use the com to do my work cuz I'll just end up slacking. I'll attempt to do Math and Chem tutorial first. And maybe do the zuo wen.

haha how come ppl just dun believe what i say...

I think he went to play pool le. I also want to play:(

Nvm, I shall be guai and try to do my homework. And not use the com!

Oh, ended up with pancakes for lunch. I don't care. I want my spaghetti. We'll have it for dinner:)

So pig. I just finished lunch and I'm thinking of dinner already-.-

trumpets forever - 1:23 PM :)

Oh yay! I thought of new random stuff to post:)

Jia chen thought I was pissed with him cuz of what I posted abt him not coming online. haha. I'm not lah. Just posting cuz it might be a more effective way to let him know abt the presentation stuff. And it proved to be right! :)

I like the keychain on my handphone pouch! It's really pretty. Cuz the strap drop until dunno where so I decided to put this. Got it from xiao hui gu gu's wedding. Put two cuz if i put one only then ppl will start asking where's the other one... You'll know what i mean when you see it.

There was another thing that I wanted to post. I forgot. Let me think...

*After thinking...*

Oh no. I really cannot remember. Nvm, move on to other stuff.

Oh, Zhijie said that the concert ticket sales not very good. But I thought last time someone said that the tickets were selling out already. Dunno which one is correct. If still got a lot of tickets then I shall go ask my class to come. Although I think that not many ppl will come. The CLL ppl having camp, gefang ppl busy with their own concert, the rest of others who were so enthu in supporting concerts will be broke by now.

Jiawei just signed in and he has a funny, emo-sounding, bio-related nick.

End of 3rd post!

trumpets forever - 11:37 AM :)

BORED. Lalala. getting daoed on msn somemore. Is it my msn problem or my problem?

No time for section outing!! :(

"but must persuade luther to go" haha! Even sylvia says so. I'm not the only one.

msn is going crazy.

I can tell Yan is bored too. If this carries on, there'll be like 10 posts on our blogs just from today at the end of the day.

*you want to eat spaghetti meh?

Very little ppl online:(

*I wasn't disturbing you what. Who ask you kaypo come read.

*the very little ppl online wasn't directed to you mah.

This is really lame. Look at the extent of our boredom.

Let's see who understands this. So exciting! Maybe I should attempt to post 10 posts today.

Ok, let's count. End of post number 2:)

trumpets forever - 11:20 AM :)

Ok, let's look at the list of things that I'm supposed to do but have not done.

1. CLL zuo wen (Tue)
2. GP mass media presentation (Tue)
3. Math tutorial 9 (Tue)
4. Chem thermo tutorial (Tue)
5. CLL compre
6. PW EoM
7. DNA tutorial

Doesn't look very long but there are lots of things due tmr. And knowing me, I most probably won't finish them.

Ok, shall try to finish the presentation and then turn off the com so that there will not be distractions.

Self-control is a fruit of the spirit.

trumpets forever - 9:44 AM :)

Sunday, May 18, 2008

Nothing much happened today since I woke up so late. Not much time left for things to happen anyway. Washed toilet and went ama house then came back.

Shall wake up early tmr for nice breakfast:) And so that I don't waste time and can start doing my work asap. Think I have quite some stuff to do. Haven't even thought abt work since after school on Fri.

Why doesn't Jiachen and May come online?! The later they come online, the later I'll tell them what they have to do and the less time they'll have to do it. Not my fault, they dun want to come online. Oh, maybe Jiachen will read this and he'll come online sometime soon. FYI, the deadline is Tue!

Haiz... stuff that I never want anyone to know. No point blogging in uncomprehensible sentences cuz ppl will figure it out somehow.

But there something I can say cuz I'm very sure that nobody will know what I'm talking about: I feel selfish. They can guess but they'll never get it.

Yay! The start of the school week is Tuesday! :)

trumpets forever - 10:17 PM :)

Guess what time I woke up today? I woke up at 1.30pm. So pro right? This is the lastest that I've ever woken up-.- Slept at ard 1.30am last night so slept for 12 hours!

Yup, made pancakes for brunch. They were really nice. Thanks! But eat two pancakes only super full already... I bet you can eat more than 5 and still not enough.

Ok, shall attempt to plan my studying timetable for block test. Got lots of topics!

Thanks for caring and listening to all my crap:)

Yay! Arts fest on wed. And we're the first item so supposed to end quite early. But we always drag until very late de. I really hope I can go out for dinner after that. Everytime read ppl's blogs and hear ppl talk abt the fun stuff that happen during dinner then feel left out:( And get said to be anti-social...

trumpets forever - 3:31 PM :)

Saturday, May 17, 2008

Was the emcee for nanyang cip concert today. Didn't have any too major screw ups except for the postcard from Singapore. Didn't know that there were three movements:/

Was looking forward to today since dunno when.

But somehow stone heart and stone mouth was specially prevalent.

I miss my juniors. I miss Nanyang(despite the admin).

Sort of a social experiment. I guess it failed.

Actually I agree with you(some parts). I don't think I really got anything really useful out of my campaign. I believe and know that my dream is not a God-given one. If it is, I'll be finished after A levels. Cuz it'll be either fulfilled or never going to be fulfilled. The campaign this time is not really guided. It requires lots of thinking and self-discovery. Something that I don't like to do when someone tells me to do. As in if I decide to do it on my own then I'm fine with it. If someone tells me to do it, I won't want to do it. Anyway, I'm not confident of coming to a right conclusion. There's like a few here and there but I never know which one is the right one, or it may just be none of them. Whatever. Until now, I still don't know what's my dream.

trumpets forever - 11:19 PM :)

Friday, May 16, 2008

Ok, shall say happy stuff first.

TGIF!

I'm officially excused from CLL camp. Yay! Band concert:)

Zhang lao shi makes a good counsellor. We spent the entire lesson just talking can you believe it? But it was rather inspirational and interesting. Guess what it was abt? Haha. We were talking about bgr. From a women/girl's point of view and poor David being the only guy in class had to listen to us talk while keeping super quiet and attempting to do his work...

"Your chocolate smells very nice. Can you please go away?"

Got to know a new friend today:)

Mr Leng was in a really good mood today and kept on giving compliments. Wow.

"Why you two keep on niaoing each other?" fun mah.

Thankful for nice seniors:D Thanks loads for all your help!

Got our colourful band tee:) Pretty! Now I got four black polo band t-shirts-.-

Done with happy stuff.

The following are my point of views. You don't have to agree with them. Just don't criticise.

Haiz... the earthquake in China is really bad. Makes me think of how vulnerable life really is. You never know what will happen the next moment. You can just die without knowing what happened. Thousands of people just died like this.

People around me are really 'dying'. Busy, stress, worry and stuff all piled up together. I feel quite helpless when I see them like that. I want to help but don't know how to. If I can be of any help to anybody, please say. Seriously, the end times are coming. The world is getting worse. With natural disasters, increasing stress levels and everything, our world really needs God. Time is passing each day. People are dying without knowing God. And I'm not doing anything abt it. I miss going for prayer meetings. Maybe there won't be Friday band pracs after the concert and I can dedicate that time to God once again.

Without God, life is meaningless and of no purpose. My life is getting rather meaningless cuz I'm just trying to live my own life and take control of it.

Please try to act smart and do something that you'll fail miserably at.

trumpets forever - 11:11 PM :)

Thursday, May 15, 2008

"Come on guys, we're only leading 2 sets to nil. It's not really winning by a lot..." Oh the irony-.-

Went for volleyball finals today. Hwa Chong won! yay! Well done! :) It ended early cuz the players were so pro. They won the first 3 games so the other two dun need to play already.

Terminal 3! Exciting!

Arts Fest next Wed. Get to skip gsc on tues:)

Reached home at 3pm today! And my dad was like "You walk wrong way today arh?"

"If you have a wife, please start respecting the person who sleeps beside you on your bed every night. If you are a student, please respect your female classmates. If you are a monk in a monastry, I guess this doesn't apply to you." LOL

trumpets forever - 7:28 PM :)

Wednesday, May 14, 2008

It's nice to blog in sentences that are not comprehensible. makes ppl curious haha.

Someone came at an anomalous time today O.o

'you were rather giggly during the last lesson. I wanted to ask you why...' Really?

passed chem:)

yay! it's raining.

'Why is it so cold when i nv bring jacket and so hot when i bring?' I agree

band today:) but ended super late cuz of recording. Luther and I were doing stupid stuff like each person play one bar. He play the odd bars and I play the even bars. It was quite fun except that notes that are tied over the barline are difficult to play and there's a difference in volume and tone:/ Attempted to record the school song today. It sounds better than the recording that was played during assembly last time but it's not the final one yet. My second half of the concert was supposed to be slack. But now cannot slack le.

PE was really slack today though. Watched videos on olympics. Then we were let off 1/2 hour early. Today is a rainy day.

Excused from lessons tmr to support volleyball finals. Thus tmr got very little lessons. Only have GP, bio lecture and PW:) GP and PW are rather slack. And the match is supposed to end rather early:) Better not end too late. Got piano lesson...

trumpets forever - 10:09 PM :)

Tuesday, May 13, 2008

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SABRINA!!!

Sorry abt the cake.

Sleeping for only half an hour is crazy...

Band tmr:)

Finally passed a Chinese test! :D

Didn't complete anything on my homework list except for CLL document :/ and I feel like sleeping already...

1. CLL 600 words essay (most prob not going to do already)
2. Chem tutorial (dunno how to do more than half )
3. DNA tutorial (Tmr!)
4. Bio SPA skill A
5. Math tutorial 9b(Tmr!)
6. GP changes thing
7. GP journal
8. copy stuff into GP book

Why am I complaining? I have no right to. Stop it now!

Please start working harder. You are so going to die if you carry on like that.

You are here to be you. You are special. No one else can do what you are here to do. You are here to fulfill a purpose that only you can fulfill. So please do it.

One more thing. If you don't like someone, there's no need to tell the whole world. You are being very insensitive.

trumpets forever - 9:22 PM :)

Monday, May 12, 2008

1. CLL document (Wed)
2. CLL 600 words essay (Mon)
3. Chem tutorial (Mon)
4. DNA tutorial (Thur)
5. Bio SPA skill A
6. Math tutorial 9b
7. GP changes thing
8. GP journal
9. copy stuff into GP book

Looks shorter? I sure hope so.

Ok, I shall write a bit more stuff in case ppl want to read.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SYLVIA!

Had chinese test today. Got chance of passing I think. Actually I just spammed all the info I can remember on the piece of paper and try to link them to the question regardless of how unrelated it is-.- Nvm, at least got write stuff. Hope zhang lao shi is nice:) And I managed to fill up almost 5 sides of the gao zhi in one hour! First time lah. Everytime got Chinese test I finish super early and sit there stone cuz never study properly so got nothing to write.

Missed sectionals again. Anyway I won't have a trumpet even if I went cuz Zhijie borrowed mine.

Ren lao shi is super lame. H18? Lol.

Council investiture(correct spelling?) tmr. Going to miss first 2-3 hrs of lessons. Missing bio lab:( I'm starting to like bio lab cuz everytime buffer then just sit there and copy and dun have to do experiments haha. Then we'll start talking rubbish and write letters and stuff. Good time to do homework also(if you copy fast).

trumpets forever - 10:59 PM :)

Saturday, May 10, 2008

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DINA!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JELLY!

The old fac comm officially passed down:( I miss Bryan and Jingyang... But I guess I shouldn't judge the new one without giving them a chance first. Anyway I have no right to say anything cuz they are the one doing something while I'm not doing anything.

Oh anyway, thanks for writing the essay for the class so that we don't lose marks. Quite pro to be able to crap up 500 words in one hour. Actually I think they're weren't really crap since you managed to put in some of the things that were in the video. Sorry that I wasn't of much help except for counting the words-.-

Went coro to eat lunch. Haha Peihua and Jelly are proud of me! Cuz I managed to eat relatively fast. Like they didn't have to wait too long for me to finish after they all finished:)

Hmmm... half the ppl weren't there for gsc lesson. And half the ppl who were there were sleeping during the video:/

Yup, went for xiao hui gu gu's wedding. Saw a nanyang chinese teacher there cuz apparently she's our relative-.- Oh, the wedding is quite unique. They didn't have the wedding march when they walked in. The music was 'at the beginning'. It's really nice:)

Oh i remembered what I wanted to post.

Homework list!!! It's going to be really long.

1. CLL document (Mon)
2. CLL 600 words essay (Mon)
3. CLL zuo wen (Mon)
4. Study for CLL test (Mon)
5. Chem tutorial (Mon)
6. DNA tutorial (Mon)
7. Bio SPA skill A
8. Math tutorial 8
9. Math tutorial 9
10. GP changes thing
11. GP journal
12. copy stuff into GP book
13. Bio ws
14. File stuff/ pack table

Look at the large amount of stuff that have to be done by mon!

And I still need to go buy presents. A lot of birthdays coming up...

Something's changed.

trumpets forever - 9:50 AM :)

Wednesday, May 07, 2008

Water bottle spilled in my bag today-.- End up all my stuff wet and have to carry around on my hand while someone carries my wet bag. I realised that there's actually not a lot of stuff in my bag since I can carry them all on my hand:) Luckily nothing(eg. GC, mp3 etc. ) was damaged.

Hmm... other than that, today was a normal day. We get to play badminton for PE! :)

I forgot that 11th May is Mother's Day! Choir concert on that day. how???

Had class phototaking today. The school is such a genius to put it right after PE-.- Ended up sitting in the front row cuz nobody wanted to. I am not short!

Got back bio test. Just nice get S. It's not very good. But it's above class average. S is 45 %. Then Mr Khairul was like "There'll be remedial lessons for ppl who got 45% and below." Why couldn't he make it for ppl below 45%?! Now I'll have to go for remedial. It's not a bad thing actually but I think I'll miss half the lessons cuz of band prac, camp and going overseas

Then went for band. Played 2 songs. No Phantom:( There were only 4 trumpeters today. The other 3 had something on.

Oh, I realised that I'll be missing two sundays of church in june:((((( Cuz of the camp and going overseas. Where got ppl put camp over the weekends one? Rah! I dun want to write for the entire weekend. And I want to go church. Must change duty. So troublesome... And that means that I'll be duty almost every week that I'm going to church. Haiz... there goes my $5.

Erm... I should start work soon.

trumpets forever - 8:54 PM :)

Tuesday, May 06, 2008

Why does the bio lab have such good acoustics?-.-

Complicated relationships...

I want back my math tutorial! There's assignment 8 tmr and now i have nothing to study! You better not have lost it. If you lost it, I'll never lend you anything again!

To the person who called me a slacker: I am not a slacker! (Ooo...this is so ironic compared to what I blogged yesterday. They are two different meanings :D)

Hmmm... my phone has been very quiet these two days. Good or bad?

Haiz...being very insensitive today.

Please please please don't be sad:(

What now? Go do homework! (i typed this like half an hour ago and now I'm still here...)

Byebye.

trumpets forever - 7:25 PM :)

Monday, May 05, 2008

Yes! Chem test is over:) It wasn't very difficult. I hope I pass. PW was slack. I was like writing letter to Dina cuz we had sort of free time. Our GPP is ok:) Can start on research already.

Then went high school to eat. Haha, starting to like high school food. Not bad, 1min 42s. Quite observant:)

"You bring your file there for what?"

"For you to hide lah..."

Today had no sectionals! Could come home super early, but then I just wasted my time away by sleeping-.o(this is cute!) We sort of had 'section gathering' at the bus stop. Cuz our lessons actually end quite early, but got sectionals so have to stay back. So today no sectionals, then Caiqin, Sylvia and I met at the bus stop(coincidentally) cuz we were all going home!

At least someone is happy today:)

I am such a slacker. Rah.

trumpets forever - 9:30 PM :)

Sunday, May 04, 2008

Yay! Went to church today:) Didn't have to take bus cuz got car:)

Was singing for storm today. Change WL then the songs were totally changed. Supposed to be 4 slow songs then end up become 3 fast, 1 slow. The fast songs were fun though:) Keep on jumping... And there were a few funny things that happened.

Hmmm had cell after the video. Cell ended super early (for our normal standards). So pool started early since they decided to start late cuz our cell normally end late. Yup, revised old stuff and learnt new stuff. Got a small sense of achievement cuz I managed to do the drills today. Although follow through still cmi. The rest were ok:) Cuz I got private coach haha.

Then went to eat dinner. Ate crab at the crab place! Super nice but now super full...

Ahh... having cell convo now. Cannot do anything else cuz if nv read for one minute later must go and catch up a lot. Orange is nice! :)

Must go study for chem test soon.

trumpets forever - 8:22 PM :)

Saturday, May 03, 2008

The shortened homework list:)

1. Math tutorial 8 Q7-10 (Tue)
2. Math tutorial 9 (Tue)
3. DNA mindmap
4. DNA tutorial
5. Chem thermo tutorial
6. GP journal
7. GP - changes

Actually I finished what Mrs Yap wanted us to finish for tutorial 9 already:) And Pei Rong has my tutorial 8! I wanted to do it today then I realised that it's not with me-.- Forgot to get it back from her on Fri:(

I seriously need to study for Chem test! How?

trumpets forever - 11:26 PM :)

Ok, I finished number 1 but not number 2. Number 2 is half done. I realised that only one out of the six actually has dian gu for me to do on. Dunno if I didn't see properly or really dun have. Hope dun have:) Then my part super slack lah.

Ended up giving advice to ppl... hope it helped(although I doubt so)

Happiness is a choice. It's YOUR choice:)

trumpets forever - 12:51 AM :)

Friday, May 02, 2008

Ok, these are the homework left. Shall try to finish number 1 and 2 by tonight. Tmr got no time to do :(

1. GSC presentation (Sat)
2. CLL presentation (Sat)
3. Math tutorial 8 Q7-10 (Tue)
4. Math tutorial 9 (Tue)
5. DNA mindmap
6. DNA tutorial
7. Chem thermo tutorial
8. GP journal
9. GP - changes

Hmmm abt today. As expected, I failed my CLL test. Really badly. I've never done worse for any test in my entire life before. Had a long talk with Lin lao shi. Haiz... I've always said that I should do this and do that but never ended up doing anything. I guess what daddy said was right. I always give unsure answers cuz I never want to commit myself to anything. Like for eg, lin lao shi ask me if I think that I can actually do well for my test. I said I think so when actually the answer is supposed to be yes. It just show that I have no sense of commitment and maybe a bit of no confidence. What to do now? The only thing I can think of: pray.

And I don't really dare to tell mummy that I failed my test AGAIN. Think she'll start making me give up certain things(which may not necessarily be bad actually) but I dun want to. Maybe I just cannot manage my time by myself.

Anyway, thanks Jiachen for trying to cheer me up and accompanying me to SALT when I think you had a thousand and one council stuff to do...

Band was ok. Quite normal, which means quite fun actually. Cuz band is normally fun:) Yup, then went for dinner with daddy and I told him abt my test. He took it rather well i think. Better than I expected lah.

Ok, I shall start on my homework now. Unlike some ppl who have no homework to do-.- So unfair... My sister was like 'help me punch him'.

trumpets forever - 10:37 PM :)

:( Today I cannot go for outing le. Lin lao shi wants to talk to me again:((( I know I failed my test. The only question is how badly did I do. Considering that he wants to talk to me, I guess I got a single digit lah. Haiz... the only things that I studied didn't come out. I guess it's my fault actually. Didn't start early, then used whatever little time I had to study for Bio and totally neglected CLL. Later he's going to ask me if I used his method to study. And I have to say no and he'll ask why then I won't have an answer. I think I'll just sit there feel guilty and feel like crying.

Rawr! I'm not supposed to be emo here. Hmmm.... actually I'm not. I'm just stating facts. Depressing facts. Ok, shall stop here and go for Math lecture.

Look forward to band today:) (I hope)

trumpets forever - 12:12 PM :)

Thursday, May 01, 2008

Yay! Finally can post the pics:) These are pics from our outing to German market on Fri. Where will we be going tmr?

The person is supposed to take a pic of us and the signboard reading "German market place" but the German got cut off -.-

The rabbit chocolates. so cute right? :)

Us eating up the rabbits

Ok, end of pics from outing to german market. Some other random pics

My PW group:)

My section celebrating my birthday:) How come I'm between the 2 guys? Make me look short-.-

The ARES horse painted on my hand during CSM. Very nice right? Done by Jiawei.

That's all folks:)

trumpets forever - 9:15 AM :)

Shall post my homework list to remind myself of the pile of homework that I have.

1. Chem bonding tutorial Q8-10 (Fri)
2. GSC zuo wen (Fri)
3. GSC presentation (Sat)
4. CLL presentation (Sat)
5. Math tutorial 8 Q7-10 (Tue)
6. Math tutorial 9 (Tue)
7. DNA mindmap
8. DNA tutorial
9. Chem thermo tutorial
10. GP journal
11. GP - changes

Ok, today must do number 1-4. Let's hope that I can finish. Must at least finish 1 and 2. And start on 3 and 4.

trumpets forever - 8:38 AM :)