his love endures forever;

Tuesday, January 29, 2008

Ok this is lame. But I just wanted to reach my 100th post. Ya, so this is my 100th post!!! :) Yay, my blog is so updated.

trumpets forever - 10:13 PM :)

Just read some blogs. Looks like Sunday wasn’t a very good day for some people. Think it was ok for me, not as bad as I expected it to be. Nvm, I am not going to mention anything else abt that here.(at least for today)

I have decided to study hard! It’s like the 5th week of school already and I don’t know what I have been doing in the past 4 weeks. I was really slacking my time away and now, I got a lot more things to do cuz I procrastinated. Ya, so I am going to start mugging from now on, though it’s like a bit late. Shall blog and go online less often.(hopefully I can do it)

Ok, today was quite fun. Jac and Shiyun crashed our GP lesson. Then Ms Huo didn’t really realize that they were not from our class. She only suspected a bit then she decided that maybe she just didn’t recognize them last time haha. It was a good thing cuz I was sitting between them. Then Ms Huo was walking ard checking homework. I didn’t complete my essay and I told her, but she didn’t hear cuz she was occupied with the two ‘students’ beside me who didn’t do their ‘homework’. So she just pasted a sticker on my half completed assignment haha. Oh ya, I decorated my GP exercise book already. It’s pretty:D So proud of myself *beams. But only the front page is decorated, haven’t done the back page.

Mr Khairul came back today. After one week in reservice(is that how u spell it?) then the first thing he told us was ‘you’re 5 mins late for lab’. Lol. But bio lab was rather fun. We were peeling off the inner epidermis of onions. Mr Khairul made us get 0.5mm by 0.5mm onion epidermis-.- Super small, and the epidermis always get crumpled. Jia Chen and Jiawei did the cutting then I just peeled off the skin:) Not easy k, need steady hands. Jiawei was seriously playing with the onion and having so much fun, so easily amused. Like the last bio prac he was drawing smiley faces on his potatoes…

We ran 2.4km yesterday. Ok, at least I think it was around 2.4km. It was 2 rounds around the school. See how big the school is? Ya, then tmr running again:( Somemore tmr one is timed trial. Haiz… muscles still aching from yesterday then tmr must run again. Oh, Sylvia and I are going to start playing the national anthem and school song tmr. I haven't really memorised. Scared will play wrong note. National anthen still ok. If i forget the notes then play the first part. But I never play school song before, then trumpets playing melody somemore. And Sylvia and Zhijie won't be coming for band tmr. Left with 4 ppl. And I think Johnathan won't be playing with us. So left Cai Qin, Luther and me. Arhh... better not get any first part. It'll be solo all the way:( But I think I won't be that lucky.

sometimes saying sorry doesn't help. what's done is already there and will always remain there

trumpets forever - 9:47 PM :)

Saturday, January 26, 2008

Went out early in the morning for the seminar thing. Helped to slot the stuff and registration. Saw quite a lot of teachers that I know. Like my pri 5 chinese teacher xu lao shi, sec 1 co form teacher Liu lao shi and some from hwa chong. Oh, and we saw the China ppl. Like yang xiao zhang and zi tong:) zi tong dun seem that tall anymore, dunno why. Not like he grew shorter or i grew taller.

Had OG outing today. 15 people came. Not bad lah, more than half of the people turned up. Juat sat around and eat. Then celebrated Amandas, Yu Lei and Linette's birthday. And played with sparklers and truth or dare. Jackie suddenly keep on speaking Chinese, with the China accent somemore. Quite funny... then a lot of people followed and start speaking Chinese.

ok, i admit you were right. earthlings are stupid creatures. So can u please tell me what to do? I really have no idea.

trumpets forever - 10:34 PM :)

Thursday, January 24, 2008

Ok, shall blog abt yesterday first cuz yesterday had no time to blog. Ya, had school as usual then had band. Did sight-reading again. Then ended later than usual. Ok lah, actually not very late but cuz I wanted to rush off so I was super impatient. Ya, met Calvin, Justin and Yong Chian at woodlands. I was late lah.

We went to eat Seoul Garden. It wasn't cheap but at least we had a good time there:) Haha, I proved to them that I dun eat very little. It was really fun. We played with the food and stuff but we didn't waste. Oh ya, I got compliment from Yong Chian again. Haha. We took pic at the mrt station. Later then post the pic. Then after that all 3 of them sent me(or rather my trumpet) home. They very wu liao. Insisted on carrying my trumpet to my house and somemore must make me go up first then they 'deliver' it up. After that, Justin and Calvin went to the playgroud to dunno do what. Then when they were leaving, I waved to them from my window:) Haha so fun. Ya, very happy that we finally could go out as the big four once again.

Today, quite slack. Cuz lessons only until 10.30. We were released after that to go back to our secondary school to get our O level results. Our GP teacher is super nice:D Ya, went to high school to eat. Then we climbed up the clock tower. The view and the wind was super nice. Some funny people were doing the Ares faculty dance up there. I took some pics of the scenery. Oh ya, was talking to Jia Chen when we were in high school. I realised that the high school ppl actually dun look down on Nanyang. In fact, they sort of consider us their sister school. And they think our band is better:) Ya, now feel a bit bad abt how we sort of treated them last time.

Then went back to Nanyang to get O level results. The O level track did very well! Yay! So proud of them:) The higher chinese was ok i guess. Maybe not that good. But the big four did rather well:) Yay! Well done:) Must go celebrate:)

trumpets forever - 5:21 PM :)

Tuesday, January 22, 2008

Haha I really seem to be blogging everyday. That's a good thing right? :) Had Math lecture this morning. Needed to use the graphic calculator but like a lot of people nv bring. Somebody was like "I dun want to carry $155 in my bag everyday." I brought:) But nv open, so spent my time opening it during the lecture. And wasted a lot of time lah.

Ya, then after that got bio lab. Jc lab is 2 hours long! Sian... I didn't really like lab in the first place. Anyway, we had a relief teacher cuz our bio teacher wasn't here. She's super young and is an ex hwachong-nanyang girl. Margaret's batch. Ya, so I saw her in school before so I sort of know that she's from Nanyang, from CO and plays the di zi. Then when ppl ask her abt these stuff, I knew already. Then Jia Chen was so amazed that I can tell that she plays the di zi. He was like "how u know? Can tell from her lips arh?" Super funny lah. If someone can tell what a person plays from looking at their lips, he/she will be really pro. Lab was spent listening to the teacher talk, looking at demo and playing with potatoes.

Then for GP, we had a diagnosic test. It was a short compre with SRQ. I really had nothing to write. My SRQ was crap. Two short paragraphs and one of them is just my stand. Ya, then bio was normal lor. And my angel finally wrote to me!!! I'm not an abandoned kid:)

Oh ya, school ends at 10.30am on Thursday. Yay! Got nothing to do for 3 hours since my school just opposite. There's PE tmr. Heard that we're supposed to run around the school. They say one round only, sounds very nice but hwachong is SUPER big can. One round dunno how long already. Then going to take height and weight:( I'm sure I didn't grow taller.

We tried baking today! A bit not that successful cuz the oven wasn't working properly:( Every 5 minutes got short circuit, so dumb. In the end we used the toaster and it turned out quite nice too. Haha, improvise:)

trumpets forever - 8:26 PM :)

Monday, January 21, 2008

School ended at 1pm today! So early. It's the earliest in dunno how many years. The last time it was so early was in primary school I think. Primary school lessons end at 12.50. Then at the bus stop today all RGPS girls. Then I feel so old lah.

They say that the O level results are confirmed coming out on Thursday. Haiyo...thought would be on Friday. Spoil my plan... Hope still can go out. But Thurday night got piano lesson sian. See how first ba. The seniors were talking abt last year when their results came out. Super funny. The O level track people were like asking around for their classmates' results. Most people got 6 lah. Then the IP people extra, they went to tell them 'I also got 6! I also got 6!'. It was the truth lah. Guess why? The O level people got 6 A1s then the IP people got 1 C6(for chinese). Super funny.

School was ok today. Had to write zuo wen for CLL. Think I deproved a lot. Took 1.5 hrs to write a 600 words compo. But then, very long nv write ji xu wen already. Oh ya, we celebrated Elizabeth and Susan's birthday today! Got cake, chips and stuff. Then had chem lecture and math tutorial. The chem lecturer taught like bullet train as usual. I switched off halfway through and just ended up copying the ans. Math tutorial was ok. Oh... when we come out, there was a senior class outside and a certain someone was in that class. And a certain someone in my class was super embarrassed cuz it seems that the whole senior class knew what was happening. Shall not mention names:)

Tonight got class so won't go online. It's the boring lecturer. I think I won't be listening. Just hope I dun fall asleep. Shall bring something to go there and do.

trumpets forever - 4:58 PM :)

Sunday, January 20, 2008

Today's Sunday! Went to Macs for breakfast with Josiah and Sam Tan. But Sam Tan was like super late so he didn't eat in the end. I saw Sarah and Carissa and their dad there. Ya, then Josiah came and we had breakfast. He eat super fast lah, then in the end sit there and wait for me. Then went church for practice. Practice ended quite early cuz the songs weren't specially difficult or what. After practice, I played with Carissa and Sarah:) They're very cute.

During service, I was half listening and half thinking abt stuff. After service, Josiah asked me to go for lunch with them so go lor. Ended up in the same place but sit in different areas. The drinks stall ppl arh... Haiz... no comment. I didn't eat cuz still very full from breakfast. Then we had cell. It was quite quiet and productive I think. The guys didn't make a lot of noise or something. Ya, the 2 truth 1 lie and the remarkable puzzle were quite fun. Cell ended then went home.

Yup, nothing much really happened. Lalala... So little ppl online. Where's everybody???

Oh Oh Oh. Forgot to say something. We bought a new oven! Yay! Next time can make cakes, muffins, cookies, brownies etc at home. So exciting:)

trumpets forever - 8:04 PM :)

Saturday, January 19, 2008

Blogging for the sake of blogging. Cuz nothing exciting happened today. Slacked my Saturday away as usual. My file was with Elizabeth so cannot do homework. Woke up at ard 11am. Ate breakfast then read storybook. Wanted to mop floor but uncle danny and auntie yoke chin came so cannot mop. Then after they left, I cooked lunch for mummy and I and we ate. So pig right? Did nothing the entire morning.

Then mop floor and sleep again! Wow. so productive. After that go ama house. Met Elizabeth at Yio Chu Kang mrt station to get my file. So nice of her to come all the way to pass me my file, all because of my forgetfulness. Heard that the church guys went to play basketball today. I played too! With Jun Hao.Without the basket. haha. Never see him for so long already.

Really got nothing to blog about. Tmr need to wake up early to go church cuz I'm on duty. Going to eat breakfast at macs first. Tmr got cell also:)

Oh ya. Can people please dun assume stuff? It's really irritating sometimes. And u never know the impact of ur words. U can very well just ruin other people's life and then u'll regret forever. By then time, sorry won't be of any help. So please think twice before assuming or saying stupid stuff. Thank you very much.

trumpets forever - 10:10 PM :)

Friday, January 18, 2008

Today was a slack day. After assembly, had a 2.5 hr break. Went to canteen to eat breakfast then to library with David, Delfina and Hwei Ee to do Math. I managed to do my binomial theorem!!! Although haven't finish lah. Then had some survey on affective education. Then break again! For 1.5 hrs. Our CT discussed abt the CNY stuff and went to eat. Actually Hwei Ee wanted to go high school canteen but end up not enough time. After that was Math lecture. I was falling asleep lah. The lecturer was teaching trigo. Mostly learn before in sec 4. Then very sian. Nothing to do and nothing to think abt also, so almost fell asleep.

Actually thought can go home after Math lecture, then realised that got library tour. It was so useless. The person didn't say anything that I didn't know already. After that went lot 1 to eat 'lunch' with mummy. And on the way home, I realised that I left my file in school! SO smart. All my homework is inside lah. Ya, I scared the cleaner throw it away so I asked Gabriel to help me take. Then after that I decided to go back and take it myself. So left frm lot 1, without going home. (which explains why I was in PE attire and carrying no bag cuz my mum brought it home for me) When I reached school, Gabriel told me that Elizabeth had my file. And Elizabeth was uncontactable cuz she didn't pick up her phone when I called her. So end up, I did Math with Gabriel at the CT bench cuz it was still early to go for prayer meeting.

Then went prayer meeting. I thought I was late cuz the email said start at 7 and it was already past 7. But when I reached there, only Ps Andrew and Ewen were there. Sian. So sit down there and wait for the rest to arrive. Then prayer meeting started and ended. I didn't talk much, not because I was emoing! Just didn't feel like talking. Nothing to say and nobody to talk to anyway. Ya, then went home after that and didn't join them for supper cuz got curfew at 9.30pm.

trumpets forever - 10:09 PM :)

Thursday, January 17, 2008

Today had quite a few lectures. First was GP. That was boring. The PW teacher took up half the lesson. Jueying was drawing. Jia wei, Grace and Gabriel were replying their angels/mortals. And Yanglu asked me for sweet cuz i think she was going to fall asleep already. Then had Bio. Started on water and carbohydrates. It was more interesting than GP lah, though it wasn't that very lame teacher teaching.

Had one and a half hour break. The high school guys wanted to go to the high school canteen as usual but most ppl wanted to just stay at the college side so we didn't go high school in the end. after that went library with David and Jueying to do math. I still can't do binomial!!! Sian. And had CLL lecture.

Then had 2 hours break. I totally slacked my way through cuz for math I was stuck at binomial and I finished my chem already. The bench was rather empty cuz the rest having econs lecture and I dun have:) Yup then came the highlight of the day!!! Ares faculty dance session. It was really fun! The Ares faculty dance is super cool! Then everyone very enthu abt learning so we're like the fastest faculty. Yay! At the end, we just kept on dancing it over and over again whenever we hear the music. I think we danced the dance for more than 10 times. So we were perspiring like crazy. Got one guy dripping sweat until u can see the droplets on the floor lah. And I dun like the PE shirt material. It doesn't absorb sweat. Yucks! It's like can squeeze sweat out of it lah. So disgusting. I wonder how the guys wear it since they sweat SO much. Then in the end, everyone super tired. Left A13 over there zi high, still dancing.

Oh ya, my mortal replied! Super fast. I just gave him the letter this morning. But the seniors say that is his girlfriend write one. I think so too. His handwriting not so nice. And still got smiley face. Guys normally dun put that. And surprisingly, I realised that my angel is a girl not a guy! But jac says she's busy that's why nv write to me.

trumpets forever - 10:13 PM :)

Wednesday, January 16, 2008

Today was quite fun again! Cuz got band! Haha. Erm, think I should start from the beginning of the day. There wasn't any lecture immediately after assembly cuz it was for the physics students. Ya, so went to library to do math tutorials. Then had phototaking and math lecture. I still not very sure abt binomial theorem and the teacher finished the topic already lah. And somemore I'm slacking now. Got math tutorial to do but I dun feel like doing.

Then had chem lecture. The teacher went through the diagnostic test. A lot of ppl didn't do well , obviously, since we forget everything already. But I managed to get above average! Yay! Haha, got a lot of tyco(is that how u spell it?). Managed to guess the correct ans. And we had band! Waited for while for the seniors to bring us to SALT center for band prac. Then we did sight reading and stuff. The conductor was very lame. The seniors were very nice expect for the fact that Zhijie made me play solo. Haha, lucky Luther playing first with me and I managed to sabo him to play the solo with high notes. He made me play the long one by giving the lame excuse that his low notes not good. So I took that and made him play the other one. He was quite lag cuz at first he happily agreed then after that he was like "Aiyo, why the notes so high?" Haha. But his high notes are really good. At least better than mine.

Oh ya, my mortal replied me! Yay! Finally. At least he replied. I was afraid that he wouldn't then I'll be quite sad cuz my angel until now nv write to me. I bet it's a guy lah. And we're going to have angel and mortal thing in band too:) Haha so fun. Tmr's my first CLL lecture. Hope it's fun. My mortal said that the teacher is very nice. Hope I get that teacher too:)

trumpets forever - 8:44 PM :)

Tuesday, January 15, 2008

Currently, I have decided not to blog abt unhappy stuff. But dun take my word for it cuz I'm rather fickle minded(i think) Hmmm I realised that some things are better when u dun think abt them.

Ya, school seems to get better when I dun think too much. Today had Math and Bio lecture. Math lecture was on binomial theorem. Mostly learn before one. Then had a 3hr break. Met up with OG to celebrate Yisan's birthday and discuss abt OG outing. We're having a gathering at Shaoying's house next Sat. Yisan and I are the food ICs:) Then had Bio lecture. Bio lecture was on SPA. Quite boring. Jiawei was almost sleeping beside me.

Oh ya. Now that school has like really started and I dun really think that much anymore, I dun feel like using the com so often le. I think that's a good thing lah. Like when I come back early, I rather sleep cuz quite tired. And today after dinner, I was waiting for Joyan to finish practising music so that I can practise. Meanwhile, I did my math tutorial. Then after I finish practising, I continued doing while waiting for my lag laptop to switch on. And surprisingly, when the laptop was finally ready, I felt like continuing to do Math! Crazy right? Why would I prefer to do hw when I can use the com? Nvm, I'm hardworking:)

Ok, I know I'm crapping already. My CT's having mass convo again. And no one's supposed to leave. Actually I dun really like mass convos. Very confusing. So many people talking at the same time. And if u leave for 1 min, u'll be lost when u come back. So normally when there's mass convos, I just sit there and read if I got nothing to do or I just dao it when I'm busy.

trumpets forever - 9:23 PM :)

Sunday, January 13, 2008

I've decided to blog in Chinese for no particular reason. Dun want to read then dun read.

星期天就这样来了，又过了。现在，我不禁想起我究竟为什么那么盼望星期天的到来。所谓“希望越大，失望就越大”。我从星期一就开始盼望的星期天就只有如此而已。我真的很失望。也许真的是我对星期天有太大的希望了。自从去年露营过后，我就一直很盼望每个星期天的到来。因为星期天我就可以去教堂，可以看到我的朋友们，跟他们有说有笑，让我感到很幸福。一直到现在，我一想起星期天，就会想起这些美好的回忆，因此我非常盼望星期天的到来。尤其是开学后，到了新学校，必须交新朋友，一时之间无法找到志同道合的朋友，我更是希望星期天快点到，让我再次投入朋友们的怀抱，再次感觉到那幸福的滋味。

然而，这个星期天并没有我想象的那么美好。本来以为可以相以前那样与朋友们有说有笑，会很高兴。但由于我今天必须上台唱歌，所以教堂聚会开始前我没有时间跟他们说话。牧师在'讲课'时也不能说话。我唯一跟他们说到几句话的时间是祈祷的时候。但祈祷的时候始终要祈祷，说不到几句话。而聚会过后以为可以一起去吃午餐，谁知，他们全都消失得无影无踪，只剩下我们三个人。虽然我知道他们是有苦衷的，但我不禁感到一种被抛弃的感觉。这种感觉一点也不好受。他们这么做也使我想起另一件事情。我不是一个很自信的人，尤其是在交朋友方面，我知道我不是很外向。因此，在露营的时候，我突然交了很多新朋友，我会想到他们为什么会要跟我做朋友？我想到的答案是：因为他。如今，事情到了这个地步，他们当然会站在他那边，而抛弃我。

人与人之间的关系不是本来就应该是快乐的吗？为什么我们之间的关系会沦落到这种尴尬、复杂、使大家都不好受的地步呢？我到底做错了什么？我到底应该怎么做？也许现在我唯一能做的事就是祈祷，希望明天会更好。

For people who actually understand what I am talking abt, pls take note that I am not emoing. (I just realised that the chinese words very small... all the better...)

trumpets forever - 8:36 PM :)

Saturday, January 12, 2008

Today's a super slack day. I slept a lot and I really mean A LOT. Woke up at 11.45am. Almost afternoon already lah! Then mop floor, bathe and went downstairs for lunch. Mummy treated Yan and I to Ajisen. Haha, the food quite nice but very big bowl! Almost cannot finish. But I finished:) Then when we came back srd 3pm, I slept AGAIN. WOke up at 4 then use com to help mummy type stuff. Ya, see. My day is so sian and slack. And I haven't done my math tutorial haha.

Oh Yay!!! Tmr is Sunday. Can go church:) But tmr's prayer and fasting so no youth:( And got my next week timetable already. The earliest I can go back is 3.30pm:( Very irritating. On days that lessons end early, there'll be stuff after that. Like Wed end at 12.30 then there's CCA from 3 to 6. Then thought Thurs can go home early cuz I dun take Econs but then there's like faculty time until 5.30pm. Haiyo... if Ares one not on that day then I can go home at 1.30 lah. And there's Physics lecture for Bio students on Fri. Why would I want to go for Physics lecture? Isn't that why I didn't choose Physics? And it's so unfair. There isn't Bio lecture for Physics students...

trumpets forever - 7:13 PM :)

haha good morning! It's past 12 already so it's offically Sat. Yesterday was really fun! We had war games. For people who dun know, there are 4 four faculties in hwa chong. They are Ares, Artemis, Athena and Apollo. I'm in Ares:) Ya, then during war games, we just throw water bombs ard and try to wet the shirts of the other faculties. Super violent. I was like just smashing the water bombs of other faculties when they want to attack us. Haha, but girls got advantage. Cuz the guys not supposed to push or be too violent with us. The water bombs break super easily. Like just poke, or happen to drop on the floor only break already. Yup, and we got dirty, sweaty, muddy and starchy. Muddy cuz there were benches as boundaries then we were supposed to crawl under them. And somemore a lot of water bombs burst there so the grass super muddy. And the counsillors were throwing starchy water all around, and made our shirts become white. Athena won in the end. I got some scratches, dunno how. I thought that part of my leg didn't even touch the ground. And cuz of the sun and my sandals, my feet look like a zebra crossing now. Black, white, black, white...

We have a faculty shirt! It's red cuz red is the colour that represents Ares. Quite pretty. We're going to have a faculty pullover too! Yay! Oh ya, the Ares faculty dance is super cool. I think it's the coolest out of the 4:) We had campfire at night. Supposed to be at the central plaza but it rained so we moved to the hall. We had the judging of class item and faculty flag. Ares won the class item! It was a super funny skit by 08A13. Artemis won the class flag thing.

Then we moved down to the central plaza after prize presentation for the lighting of the fireball cuz the rain stopped already. Yup, the most fun part was the song and dance session. We were like just huddling up and singing throughout all the songs. Super high. Then keep jumping also. Some classes formed a line and keep running about. We danced all 4 dances today. My partner was Jia Wei. Haha, at least it's a guy. Cuz my class got overwhelming girls(18 girls, 8 guys) so some girls had to dance with girls. But girls and guys part different so a bit difficult. I forgot some of the dances already. Just keep trying to follow the dance ics. Then we ended with our batch song and cheer. I think our batch songs is super nice. It was stuck in my head the whole day, keeping on singing.

Ya, my CT wanted to go KAP for supper but mummy told me to go home straight after campfire so I didn't go. Didn't really want to go anyway, so late and so many people. So Ee Chu, his friend Zhen Rui and I went home together. We walked to coro bus stop to take bus cuz hc bus stop got a lot of people. We might not be able to get up if we waited at hc bus stop. Yup and reached home around 11 plus.

Ok quite tired already. This whole week like everyday come back rather late. Shall go sleep already. Oh, and I just realised that tmr no storm. Haiz... I was looking forward to it since dunno when lah. Then just found out from Calvin that there's no bs. And somemore sun no youth so no jamming also. Think I'll end up doing my math tutorial tmr... looking forward to sun:)

trumpets forever - 12:07 AM :)

Thursday, January 10, 2008

Haven't blogged for quite long. In the school library now. My CT went out of school to play time attack but I got LEP language test so stay behind so now I'm like slacking at the library. They're only coming back at 12 I think. Still got 1 hour. Then from 12 to 1 is break. Anyway, thanks Ee Chu for lending me ur username and password:) Or else I'll really be stoning now. Actually I think won't lah. Got so many books to read. Oh ya, I forgot that tmr got campfire so will reach home very late. Dunno still can go online or not. Ok, I shall talk abt the week.

Erm, Tue was the last day we were in our OGs. On Wed, we were split up into our CTs. My CTs has like a super wide variety of people. Come from a lot of different schools. I'm the only Nanyang girl there. Do you believe it??? Like one third of the cohort is from Nanyang and there's nobody else in my class? Ya, so I don't know anybody in my class at all. But nvm, can make new friends:) Then only got 5 hci guys haha. The rest are from mgs, scgs, st. nicks, cresent, catholic high, Nanhua etc. Then there are also some foreigners. Diversity...

Oh ya, very funny. There's this girl in my CT called Joyce and another girl called Grace. Haha, so coincidental. Yesterday during CCA exhibition, I saw Yuan Hao. He was here with his friends to do some breakdance exhibition I think. It was quite cool. I signed up for band! :) I also saw Ian, who told asked me to join first aid, but I refused. Ya, we also had junior meet senior session. Jac is in my senior class:) Then she was like "Huh? You're the only Nanyang girl in the class?" Haha, cuz it's quite unbelievable. Then we played some game whereby we pick a piece of paper frm the box then do whatever the instructions say. Jia Jun and I got dare then they wanted us to do the Wild Wild Wet dance, the butt jerk part-.- It's like a standard forfeit since we learnt the dance. So uncreative... Oh, we're going to play the angel mortal game again:) yay! It's quite fun to write letters. I got my mortal already. It's a guy. But I haven't write letter yet cuz yesterday no time, or rather I didn't make time to write lah. And Dinnie knows that Joyan is her angel already. It's like only the 5th day of school...

We had OG dinner last night. Ordered pizza in. Then we were playing those wu liao game like 'black magic'. That kind bluff people one. Didn't know that so many people dun know abt those lame stuff. Very funny. Make them guess like siao. Martin was super funny lah. The stuff he come up with is super humorous. Then we had 'storytelling session' by Jackie and Darren. Tell all the funny stuff that happened between Darren and Martin. And Gina and Amandas ended it off with lame jokes. I heard most of them before. Ya, but it was quite fun. We also took pics. Used the camera timer then Jia Jun had to press like a lot of buttons then run back to join us in 10 secs. Had lots of fun using the timer. Like so retarded, can get so excited over this kind of things. But it was really fun:)

Ya, think that all for now. Shall go eat first so can do the preparations for campfire during the break.

trumpets forever - 10:57 AM :)

Wednesday, January 09, 2008

Hello da jia! It's not early now but just want to say something. I'm not emo already. I said in the previous post that I would be fine the next day and I really was! Yea, thanks for all the care and concern. And the past few days have been quite busy, reach home quite late everyday, so seldom come online or blog. Tmr most probably won't be online either cuz got piano lesson. Ya, shall summarise my entire week on Friday.

trumpets forever - 10:15 PM :)

Sunday, January 06, 2008

Ok, I know Calvin will definitely say that I'm emoing again. I also dun know if it's counted but just want to let some stuff out. Haiz... actually I also dun know what happened that made me feel like that. I guess it's a combination of a lot of small stuff. Cuz some of these stuff are actually none of my business but it just affects me somehow.

Ok, talk about church first. Seems like some people are not very happy lah. Not very happy as in sad. For some I know what happened but for the others I really have no clue about it. Whatever it is, it's making me sort of emo too. I also dun know why. Guess I'm just easily affected by the moods of other people, especially people that I care about. I can't really understand how some people think. But maybe people just have these kind of moods now and then. I think I have them too. But it's not that bad. And I'm not very good at comforting people so I dun know how to help them, or cheer them up. However, sometimes, it's really tiring to keep caring about people. Thinking abt how they are, whether they're emoing or not, trying ot make them feel better when I have no clue as to how to go abt doing it. And when sometimes it's my fault, I feel even worse.

Ya, then went church today. For the past few days, I've been praying quite a lot and I think that God has been answering my prayers. But somehow or rather, I just feel kind of far from God today. I think I'm not being a 'good christian' also. How come I just dun seem to want to listen to God's word? During the sermon, I wasn't really listening. During cell, we just seem to rush through the entire thing. Ya, we had lots of fun and cell was rather interesting. But isn't the point of cell to have bible study? To learn God's word? If we just rush through the whole thing, what's the point of having cell? I feel that it's somehow my fault too.

Another thing. I really dun know how to judge myself and my time. Mummy and daddy think that I go out quite a lot. I dun know exactly how much I'm allowed to go out. Maybe it's quite a lot. But I want to go out, especially like since after we got to know people better during youth camp. The rest of them seem to be able to go out quite a lot. Dunno if it's my parents who are strict or what. Even if they're strict, I know that it's good for me lah. And maybe, I'm really going out too much. And cuz of that, they dun allow me to go out. Then when they do that, I tell people that my parents dun allow me to go out and sort of make them out to be the bad people. It's like rather wrong of me. Cuz it's not their fault. They have a right to not let me go out. But cuz of me, I think a lot of people now think that they're very strict and stuff. And it's all my fault.

Haiz... dunno what I'm talking abt. Dun seem to make sense. There are a lot of things that I'm quite confused about. I'm actually sort of hoping the same thing as my sister: that my life would go back to what it used to be before youth camp. There'll be no wanting to go out and disagreeing with my parents over it. There'll be nobody to worry about cuz even if they emo, it's none of my business. There'll be no cell or cell members to think about cuz I most probably won't be there at all. But there's no turning back. Youth camp has indeed changed my life. It has made my life somehow happier but more confusing. Whether the change is good or bad, I really can't decide now.

Sorry people if I make u worry abt me or anything. I'm just letting stuff out. I'll be ok tmr. Really. Trust me.

trumpets forever - 8:15 PM :)

Saturday, January 05, 2008

Haha post number 80! Today was quite slack. Cuz school still having orientation so no homework. Woke up at around 8.45 then sweep floor and went to church for STORM practice. Practised one song then had to stop cuz some people came to do some stuff, maintain the instruments I guess, cuz xiao jiu jiu came to tune the drums.(is it called tune?) Then went for lunch with Joyce, Thaddeus, Josiah and Justin at Beauty World after practice. Oh ya, Ivan did it again...

After that, they all went to Charlotte's house then I went home. Nothing to do so went to sleep lor. Slept for super long. Actually supposed to go bbq today then in the end never go cuz Yan got homework to do. Anyway it was raining at cck, dunno san shu's house there got rain or not. Ya, then bathed, practised music and had dinner.

Today wasn't very interesting so nothing much to blog. Shall blog about random stuff. Yay! Got church tmr:) After going out very often and talking everyday to the church people during the holidays, now seldom see them will miss them a bit. Haha. That's why Fri I purposely left the dinner early to go see if prayer meeting end already or not.

Oh ya, I think our OG a bit lag haha. Cuz like we only started to get bonded on the 3rd day. First 2 days we were still like guys with guys and girls with girls, talking only when necessary. But very sad, we'll only be in our OG for 2 more days. On Wed will split in CTs already. Haiz... then we'll most prob not see each other often unless we're in the same CT. But I think I won't be in the same CT as anyone cuz my sub combi very weird. Hope that we'll still keep in contact though. Oh ya, Dina and I were hoping that we could get into the same class. There was a very small probability cuz we think that very little people take our sub combi. But I think now cannot already cuz she's in SMTP.

trumpets forever - 8:49 PM :)

Friday, January 04, 2008

Firstly, I want to thank God for answering my prayers. Not only one, but quite a few. He is really real!

Third day of orientation today. It was more fun than the previous days:) Morning had talks again. Then afternoon got games! There were different stations then we had to run all ard the school. Got 2 stations where we had to get wet. But it was super fun. There was like a very big plastic sheet on the field which was filled with water. Then we had to slide over it and do that kind of army crawl. So everybody sure get wet.

Actually a few minutes ago, I was very high and wanted to blog every single thing down. But now suddenly dun feel like already. Dunno why. Shall just summarise lah. After games had song and cheer session again. Very fun. Oh ya, there was dance before games. We learned a new dance. Super cheem. They said that it's the most difficult partner dance. I believe them haha.

After dismissal, we waited for weiling until ard 7 plus then went for dinner. Played truth or dare while waiting. Then went to prata shop to eat dinner. I ate my usual dinner(the one that those guys like to make fun off:P) of one prata. Haha. Then ard 8.30 went to church there to see if the prayer meeting end already or not. Waited for while then they came out. Went home with Yan and Ee Chu. Haha, one more person who takes 67.

Yup, that's all for today. Quite short but I'm tired already. Shall go sleep. Goodnight!

trumpets forever - 10:38 PM :)

Thursday, January 03, 2008

Ahhh so late already. I want to blog abt today but think it'll be quite long. Haha see how far I can go before daddy makes me go to sleep.

Haha, today's the 2nd day of orientation. It was quite fun. I think i'm starting to enjoy the orientation. Hope I'll like it more and more:) Ya, started the day with talks again Today's one was abt the science enrichment programmes and pe and cca matters. After that had break then we had our first dance session. It was fun! Haha. Each og had to form 2 rows. One row of guys and one row of girls then partner one another. My partner was Jia Jun, the guy who was sabo-ed to be the og rep. Luckily he wasn't very tall so still ok. We learnt 2 dances today.

Then after lunch, we had og games. Got different stations to go to and play games. Quite fun. Got one game must crawl on the field then they keep on splashing water at us. In the end we were all muddy and disgusting. Another game they make us get wet. Ya, so it's wet, muddy and disgusting. Normally during camps I manage to not get wet somehow but this was unavoidable haha.

Ya, then ended with song and cheer session. We sang dang ni gu dan ni hui xiang qi shei again. Super fun. Huddle up and sway and jump all around. Super high:)

trumpets forever - 9:59 PM :)

Wednesday, January 02, 2008

Haha first blogpost of year 2008. Shall reply tags first.

Thaddeus: Haha ya. Finally. I want to change for very long le. But always too lazy:P

Calvin: Thank you! Haha. But mine is kope from people then change some stuff one. Not as pro as you...

Yong Chian: Eh... think cuz I dun actually wish to study hard. It's something that I must do and I want to do?

Justin: I dun eat very little ok!!! Anyway want to eat more then eat lor. Dun have to wish one:)

Ok, first day of school today. The first part was all the academic briefings. There'll be one teacher per subject coming up to tell us more abt the subject. It lasted from 8am to 3pm. Super long. But got some quite interesting and relevant lah. But I think it just made me more not sure abt what to take. Cuz at first want to take Bio, then today the teacher show us the topics we'll be studying. Didn't look very interesting. It's more on the cellular and molecular level. Then history sounded and looked interesting.

Hmmm then we split up into our orientation groups for ice-breakers. But until now still not sure abt a lot of names haha. Cuz we played double wacko. Then normally when ppl play wakco, it's more important to remember the names. So I remembered the names but cannot remember which name belongs to who. Oh ya, some of the guys are super tall. Got one of them stand in front of me then I cannot see anything already. I feel short.

After that we gathered back in the hall to learn our batch cheers and song. Then finally, at 6.15pm, it was dismissal time! Yay! So happy to go home though I was like looking forward to going school yesterday. We'll be having orientation until next Friday. Super long lah. Dunno orientate what. And some more everyday estimated to end ard 6pm. The last day end at 10pm cuz got campfire. Nvm, must be positive. It'll be fun. But I'm still looking forward to the day we start studying(i know this is weird. But I dunno why I'm looking forward to it also).

Yay! This sat got bbq at san shu's house. I think it's to celebrate Zachary's birthday. Haha maybe can get to start fire:) But normally by time I get there, the fire's already started. They're too efficient.

trumpets forever - 8:26 PM :)