Today was an eventful day. Went for church wedding, cell outing then cell. Church wedding and cell were okay. Cell outing was enjoyable. Somehow at this point of time, I wouldn't say anything was fun. I am still worrying about next week though I have no idea why I'm not doing anything about it. It's prob the 'it's still recess week' mood. When Monday starts and I get back to school, everything will suddenly hit me and I will realised that I'm quite dead if I don't prepare for my presentation and do my proposal for Tuesday. So why am I still slacking? :(
Sometimes I think I don't really understand people. I cannot get what they're trying to do. For people that are not that close to me, I won't really bother. For people who are closer to me, I would like to know what happened. But I'll be scared that they don't want to say. So I'll normally ask a bit and if they don't reveal much, I'll stop asking. But then again, there are people who require a lot of probing before they will say anything.
Actually I don't really know if it's a good thing for me to ask and try to know and understand everything that happened. Cuz I think I'm too fortunate and I haven't gone through what they have gone through so I cannot really put myself in their shoes. At this point that I don't understand, I can assume that there's something I don't know about which can explain their actions. I'm afraid that after I know everything, I still cannot understand why they're doing what they're doing and I'll be like'why are they being ridiculous?'
And we just learnt in cell today to put the interests of others before our own, to see others as better as ourselves, to not be conceited. Actually, I just realised something. There's also this part that says something like to mix with people who are lower than you and not like discriminate them or something along that lines. If you see others as better than you, then there's no one lower for you to mix with. Oh well, just a random thought. May even be wrong if I remembered the bible verse wrongly or interpreted the meaning wrongly.
My attitude is getting more and more unacceptable. That's so not the way to treat people. Be nicer. Speak sweeter :)