his love endures forever;

Saturday, December 25, 2010

Merry Christmas!!!! God loves you :)

yes, I finally decided to update my blog :)

It's becuase I'm quite bored right now haha. It's weird that normally there's so many things to do but like on Christmas day, I'm suddenly so free. I guess on normal days things to do means going out. Now that I'm home, I don't know what to do. Feel like I should do something productive and not play games, watch tv, read books. Sure, there's s certain level of enjoyment in doing those things but somehow satisfaction isn't there. It feels like just something to do to past time and not actually productive. Right now, I'm also not sure what I consider productive.

During exams period, the only thing to do was study and I wished that exams would be over so that I can do other more fun stuff. Ironic that now I don't know what to do. But somehow during exam period, there's a goal and I actually feel productive when I'm studying cuz I know what I'm working towards and that whenever I study, I'm doing something which will bring me nearer to my goal. So I guess it's good to have short term goals afterall :) And also, since doing things of enjoyment are relatively prohibited during exam period, they seem more fun and more enjoyable. Now when I can do anything I want, they don't seem that fun anymore.

Hmm next semester will be a really busy one. Firstly, my timetable is quite horrible. There are a lot of lessons. And with TCM modules coming up, I have to study consistently or I willr eally die for exams. And it's 6 AUs. Screw up means gg. Secondly, there's cheerleading training for the whole of January. Fortunately for most of the part, it's during holidays. But once school starts, it'll be hectic. Trainings are on Sun, Mon, Tue, Thur and Fri nights. That's during the ihg period too. Don't even know if I want to join anything anymore. After ho, there'll be valentine's day, so dnd will be busy. And I'll be having midterms so will be mugging very hard. And after that, there'll be the cultural concert in which sing and strum and choir will be involved and there's no way I can not be involved since I'm a group leader. And there'll be random events popping up in hall during the semester I think so will have to go and help out. Haha that's the result of joining too much stuff. I'll be relieved when everything is over. Which will include foc and dnd which by the time will be next year august:/ Maybe I really shouldn't stay in hall next year. Or if I ever get in, I'm not going to be that crazy and join so many things XP

Oh and I was still thinking of going to do cip in some children's home or something. Think that's feasible with all the above mention things going on? And I think I need to put more focus on ministry also. Maybe the cruise will really be a good time to do some thinking and planning. Or maybe I can just do it now too haha. I think I work better when I have everything written down and planned out, especially if it's important. Minor things can decide on the spot cuz wrong decisions won't result in dire consequences and they prob won't require much time and effort to plan anything so that it will happen :)

Ok, so let's list down what I have to do.
1) plan for cell next year
2) look out for vwo and see how
3) look through youth calendar for next year and see if there's anything I need to do (oh no, I think my youth calendar is in hall :/)
4) set goals for next year? (haha this remains to be decided)
5) decide what to do during the holidays

That's all I can think of now. And I shall go and do these things now and not procrastinate anymore :)

trumpets forever - 7:37 PM :)