hmm eventful week I would say.
Had appassionata on Mon! Really enjoyable to play in a band again and see all my band batchmates, seniors and juniors :D But I think the alumni band lacked practise XP oh well, i liked the gimmicks as usual :)
Then from tue to thur worked for an average of 12 hours a day:/ cuz full day at childcare and give tuition and help daddy do stuff. Fri the children had a picnic! So fun haha. I think they wish they had picnics everyday. Get to eat a lot, play with bubbles and draw in the open space:)
yesterday and today went for saturate conference! Oh anyway, yan and daddy are overseas already. left mummy and i at home:(
Saturate. I think the plenary sessions were really awesome :) so sad i missed 2 on the first day :(And 3 out of the 4 sessions/worshops I attended mentioned confidence. I think that was the thing that related to me most. Don't apologise for what God has called you to do. Be confident in what God has given you:) And the Holy Spirit one by Ps Kong Hee was rather impactful. Oh and I like this analogy. God must be in the center of your life before the circumference of your life can be perfect just like how a drawing a perfect circle requires a center for the compass.
And we were somehow talking about the youth in our church too. Like during lunch or something. And everytime the youth is mentioned, I have this feeling of 'wu neng wei li'. there's a mixture of feelings. a feeling of lost like what am i doing, a feeling of regret for not having done more in the past year, a feeling of helplessness looking at the magnitude of what we're facing, a feeling of wanting to do more but not really knowing what and how to go about doing it. And anyway, all of us agreed that it's the attitude.