it's quite funny how something so small can like affect my feelings by quite a lot. and it isn't a very good thing.
i don't think today was a very good day. for the single reason that i didn't prepare for cell. i'm wasting time and an opportunity to share God's word and a chance for them to learn. i really need time to sit down and think without distractions and stuff. Life nowadays has too many things to distract us, to take away our focus on what's really important.
going back to work tmr. hope that the children can remember me and that it'll be a good distraction.