Hmm i was randomly thinking and i think that i changed quite a bit over these few years. i would like to think that it's for the better. there's no but :)
the first thing is that i became more outgoing/ extroverted. I remembered asking Vivian this question when i was in sec 2 'do you think i talk a lot?'. And she told me that I only talk a lot when i'm with ppl that i know well. but to other ppl that i don't know well, i'm rather quiet. that's true. but over the years, maybe due to circumstances, maybe due to needs, or maybe I just changed, I became more outgoing. I learnt to approach ppl and talk to them. I learnt to pluck up my courage to start conversations and build relationships. I would obviously like to stay there and let ppl approach me and be friendly towards me but I realised that that's not very possible in life. And I learnt that more than often, it's not very difficult to make ppl happy.
second thing i improved in was decision making. Maybe cuz I'm often forced to like esp when i was sl or group leader or something. when there's somebody to rely on, i tend to rely on the person and not make desicions. esp ppl like luther who seem so confident in everything-.- so actually i think half the decisions for my section were made by him haha. that was out of point. And also because i'm already J2 this year and next year is uni, I started to think abt what I wanted to do after I graduate. esp when there were so many scholarship talks, career talks, uni talks and stuff. I was sort of forced to think cuz it's not very good to have no aim in mind.
ok, i better go read the games for tmr's meeting. haven't touched it for dunno how long. cannot remember anything-.-