Slacked today away oops. only productive thing was the meeting i guess. haha should blog more thought provoking posts. shows that i actually use my brain to think XP
well, interesting tag:) I know God wants my love. Or else the first and greatest commandment would be something else already. But love is shown through action? I think. Like on Sundays, I can say that I love God and I really mean it. But I don't really know how to love God. Cuz I think I'm quite a, well how to say. If you tell me specifically what to do, I can do it. But I find things like maybe loving God not very easy. I don't know. I think it's easier to love people cuz it's like something physical and you're consciously doing? If i'm not consciously doing something, I somehow feel that i'm not doing it. It's like ok, reading the bible and praying is obviously something that i'm consciously doing. Then the rest of the day, it seems like i don't include God anymore. Cuz like i go school, study, talk to friends etc. doesn't seem to be involving God. Are we supposed to feel that God is constantly with us? I know that the bible says that God is. But is it like something that we can feel? or we just believe it?
Like what I said abt the exam thing in my previous post, it seems easier to know that God is there when like you need His help or something. But when your life seems to be going smoothly and everything, God starts to fade into the background until you need Him. I don't think that it's supposed to be that way right? God is supposed to be in our lives in good times and bad times right? Or is it that like for example I said I felt quite peaceful even during my exams. Is it that God's peace is always there but i just don't know it until there a circumstance like my exam that I think i should be nervous abt then I realise that the peace is there. Cuz like if normally there's no reason to be nervous or scared, I won't know that God's peace is there. Or does God only gives peace when we need it?