It's Chinese New Year! But somehow this year I don't feel the festive spirit :( I spent the whole of last week wishing for cny to come but now that it's here, I'm wishing that I can go back to school.
The only fun part of today was dressing up. Then visitation seemed routine and was also relatively boring. All we did was sit around and watch tv or play cards.
And now that I'm home, I have no idea what to do. I guess it's okay to slack since it's cny. But I have stuff to study (though not very urgent) and there's nothing slackish that I really want to do. Cannot watch show. Nobody to talk to. Nothing to do on facebook. Don't feel like playing games. And also don't want to study. I am bored. What i wouldn't mind doing right now is to go and sleep. What a sad chinese new year :/
And tmr I guess my dad wants me to stay home and study. There's nowhere that i really want to go but staying home to study during cny is just sad. Now I wonder how come cny could be so fun last time and why is it so different now. I guess it's just cuz we have all grown up. We no longer play and have fun.
I am bored and a bit tired. Maybe I should go and sleep, at 10pm, earlier than my bedtime on schooldays, simply because I have nothing to do.