his love endures forever;

Tuesday, January 19, 2010

Went for SP band concert yesterday. It was quite good :) I miss band:/ nvm, appassionata is coming soon :) and this year's alumni band will be awesome!

I'm losing my voice soon. Maybe by this sunday. then don't need to make announcement XP

well, I'm going to rant. I was really upset just now. But now much better already. The K2 kids are seriously not behaving very well. (what an understatement -.-) I am so not looking forward to music and outdoors lesson now. They go totally wild. Worse than the animals we see in the zoo. Ok, not fair to refer to all of them. But most of the boys lah. Today was the worst so far i think.

Today's music lesson. 5mins go toilet and get them to be quiet sitting down. They were quiet enough for less than one minute to listen to me tell them to stand up and spread out around the room. Next 10mins run around, shout, scream, fight, play with the mike, complain to me. Last 5mins get them to line up and walk back up to class. End of lesson (what lesson?)

I'm trying my best not to lose my temper. I realised that's not the most difficult thing though. The most difficult thing is to control my yan shen. But I'm really beginning to cannot stand them already. I cannot even bring myself to smile at them at the start of the school day. It's like the start of a new day and I'm already like that. rah. cannot like that!

I just realised that Wei Jie is violent. He 'punched' his classmates at least 10 times today. It's obviously not that kind of very pain will leave bruise that kind of punch. But it's still not right to punch ppl. And he just ran out of class to the toilet without asking for permission. And when I 'm like standing there waiting for him and another 2 guys to shut up so that they can go back to class, he just continue talking like nothing like that. Super rude. And he was playing very roughly with his classmates so I grabbed his hand and wanted to make him stand beside me. I think he thought that I was going to drag him out of the class cuz I threatened that before. Then he refuesed to stand up, rolled about on the floor and used his free hand beat me. pro right. guess what will happen if I beat him instead. Who's the one in the wrong lah. And why am I getting hit! He thinks one sentence of 'teacher I don't want' can get him away from everything right. funny. I also don't want him to fight, scream, shout and play but how come I don't get my way and he must get his. I'm really going to bring him to the office the next time. Sorry but I'm really quite irritated with him.

I still cannot stop feeling the way I feel though I'm not supposed to be affected. I know it's rude but I really just feel like daoing ppl whenever they do it.

trumpets forever - 9:48 PM :)