It's not impossible. I guess it's just that I was always unwilling to do it. I'll try. I will make it a want. Thanks for the enlightenment.
I think that's the disadvantage of hiding stuff. Always keep inside then once it comes all out, nothing can be changed anymore. It's unfair to ppl i know. but if it ever happens that means that i'm pushed to my limits already. and i'm already quite a tolerant person in general.
Love is patient. Love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, It is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails.
I know it seems impossible and impractical lah. Like how to always trust and hope when this world is so horrible. But with God, nothing is impossible. He did it. So why can't I. Isn't that why He died on the cross. Yes.
Not by strength, not by might. But by the spirit of God.