his love endures forever;

Sunday, May 25, 2008

Hmmm... dunno how to blog. From a happy perspective or from a not so happy perspective. My mood changed a lot throughout the day. K, shall do narrating and put in feelings along the way. Haiz...but there are some things that are not to be said. They shall appear in another post which I won't post:)

Had breakfast at macs with 4 other ppl. Got free breakfast again:) Then went for practice. And had service. Dunno why today wasn't very high during service. We were singing fast and lively songs. Supposedly should be quite high or at least happy. But I just couldn't feel that joy. Had the sudden feeling of wanting to emo in one corner and talk to God. But obviously coulcn't get down from stage to do that. And after worship, that feeling was gone already. I really think I have to do that. That was the first step of the dream book and until now I haven't done it.

Yup, then went to eat lunch with Justin, Thaddeus and Sharon. Poor Sharon kept on getting niao-ed by Justin and Thaddeus, esp Justin. Thaddeus not bad already, join us for the first time got so much to contribute-.- Dunno where the rest disappeared to. Had youth service and cell. Brainstorm during cell. I think there was more crap than actual ideas lah. It was funny but I think we were too noisy again. A bit disorganised and disrespectful. Oh, we settled on a date for cell outing:) And I can be there. Yay!

Had pool. Didn't really learn new stuff today. Just play game and practice old drills. Oh, Joel Goh was there, at the table beside mine. I didn't see him at first. Then when I need him to move away so that I can hit the ball, I realised that it was him and was quite surprised. He wasn't very surprised to see me though. I think he already knew that it was me lah. I lag again-.-

Went ama house and back now. Ama went for the wedding dinner. Haha now I know who's getting married already. It's daddy's cousin which is also their cousin. Tsk tsk, their own cousin getting married they also dunno who. Then received a message and started to be a bit emo again:/
broken promise:(
haiz.... very confused again.

Random stuff that may be rather meaningful. Some kope from ppl's blogs de.

"Jesus, when I look into your eyes, I know that everything will be alright." please let me have that kind of faith.

Joshua 1:5 No one will be able to stand up against you all the days of your life. As I was with Moses, so I will be with you; I will never leave you nor forsake you. This was what God said to Joshua when Joshua just took over the Israelites to go into the promised land. God will never leave us nor forsake us, He may seem far from us, but He will never be too far. God may sometimes be late, but He will never be too late.

Friendships are probably the most fragile things alive cos once they are hurt the scars left behind are permanent no matter how much it has healed.

It is what we aspire to be that colours our characters-and it is our trying, not just our suceeding, which ennobles them.

Henry Daivd Thoreau: The most I can do for my friend is simply to be his friend. I have no wealth to bestow on him. If he knows that I am happy in loving him, he will want no other reward. Is not friendship divine in this?

God has a positive answer:

You say: 'It's impossible'
God says: All things are possible(Luke 18:27)

You say: 'I'm too tired'
God says: I will give you rest(Matthew 11:28-30)

You say: 'Nobody really loves me'
God says: I love you(John 3:1 6 & John3:34 )

You say: 'I can't go on'
God says: My grace is sufficient(II Corinthians 12:9 & Psalm 91:15)

You say: 'I can't figure things out'
God says: I will direct your steps(Proverbs 3:5- 6)

You say: 'I can't do it'
God says: You can do all things(Philippians 4:13)

You say: 'I'm not able'
God says: I am able(II Corinthians 9:8)

You say: 'It's not worth it'
God says: It will be worth it(Roman 8:28 )

You say: 'I can't forgive myself'
God says: I Forgive you(I John 1:9 & Romans 8:1)

You say: 'I can't manage'
God says: I will supply all your needs(Philippians 4:19)

You say: 'I'm afraid'
God says: I have not given you a spirit of fear(II Timothy 1:7)

You say: 'I'm always worried and frustrated'
God says: Cast all your cares on ME(I Peter 5:7)

You say: 'I'm not smart enough'
God says: I give you wisdom(I Corinthians 1:30)

You say: 'I feel all alone'
God says: I will never leave you or forsake you(Hebrews 13:5)

trumpets forever - 9:57 PM :)