Suddenly, I wonder why I liked to use to com so much last time. What I normally do is to go online and blog. Thinking back, I only talk to those few people when I go online. Then as for blogging, I report everything that happened that day. How come I used to enjoy that so much?
Now, with school work and everything, time passes super quickly. Dun have much time to use the com. Lost contact with people and lost my 'passion' for blogging. It's like after not blogging for so long, I dun really enjoy blogging that much anymore. And even if I go online now, there's not many people to talk to, as in people that I want to and can talk to.
Actually I think that sometimes, I quite happy that I have lots of work to do. It's sort of an excuse for me to not think so much about other things. Just concentrate on school and occupy myself with homework. When I'm free, I think too much. Maybe not a lot, but enough to make me not happy. Now it seems that the only thing that I really look forward to is band prac. Band is really fun and I enjoy it. I look forward to school cuz it keeps me occupied. Look forward to weekends cuz it has became a habit. And by 'looking forward' to everything, time just flies.
And I just read Yan's blog. She seems to have became what I was last time, like to go online and blog. I dun really understand some things on her blog also. Like what she's going through and stuff. Everyone's so busy nowadays that we seldom have time to talk. She's busy with debates and homework and I'm busy with school stuff. Come back quite late also.
suddenly i seem to have lost 2 friends. maybe it's just me